DOSE:	repeated	oral	2C-B	(powder / crystals)
			Methamphetamine
			Cannabis
			Tobacco - Cigarettes

BODY WEIGHT:

140 lb

One year I was planning a vacation when I received many doses of 2C-B to share with my fellow travelers. However, we got excited about our journey and some of us tried it out first. We liked it so much that we decided to just have our vacation at home. This is just one experience of a week of euphoric higher consciousness.

I took a moderate dose of 2C-B, a small amount of crystal methamphetamine (I am Rxed 5mg Desoxyn, but this was not my Rx), marijuana as desired, and had a few of American Spirit cigarettes.

As usual it came on with a nice curve, rising with a 'beautifying' effect on my surroundings. I kept licking small bumps of 2C-B all week to stay at comfortable level. I laid on my bed and watching the clouds go by from my window. At a certain point everything became so lovely, I had to slowly say 'wow' every long second. The visions and feelings reminded me a lot of 5-meo-Dipt and MDMA. It became not unlike orgasmic bliss.

I thoroughly enjoyed watching the clouds as they changed into shapes. Then, the major event of the journey, I saw Christ as a crystalline cloud. I say Christ, but I was raised Christian, so I did not know if it was God or Christ. I became in the cloud and felt complete oneness. I took part in an experience best described by some sects of Christianity called 'Rapture'. I was not raised in one of these traditions, so I had no word to call it until I researched it a bit. I was given no prophecies and had no 'end of the world'-ish feelings. If anything, I felt I touched eternity and lost track of the hours.

I have become a different person since this experience. Of course some things remain. It is hard to say what I have learned from this experience, not only because it renders me speechless, but because I am still absorbing what happened. One thing I have become intolerant of since then is religion, which has denied the direct experience for fraud and control of money. I also feel a lot more free, but also a burden of responsibility.

I went through years of shame as to superficial happenings of the event, such as how I was dressed, and how messy my house and my life was. Really meaningless things, but I am just being honest. That feeling has declined though. (I have been dressing a lot more modest for the past few years, but I feel this is just a process which may at some point may reverse. I have changed styles quite a bit over my life.)

Also, I now feel like I can move on from my immediate family, and make a family of those that share my true ideals. It is not easy, as I lead a very unusual life. I hope it will not be so unusual in the future. I feel just at the beginning of that path.

Exp Year: 2007	ExpID: 91857
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 30
Published: Aug 9, 2018	Views: 145
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