Citation: BlissfulThinking. "Long Slow Euphoria: An Experience with Morphine (exp90897)". Erowid.org. Jun 14, 2018. erowid.org/exp/90897
Because opiate use can lead to significant tolerance (requiring higher doses for the same effects), the dose used by a first time user is significantly smaller than that used by a regular user. It can be extremely dangerous to choose ones dose on the basis of the amount taken by someone else. Overdoses of opiates can be fatal.]
To start off I am 20 years old and an opiate addict; I have been on and off addicted to opiates for a couple of years (my favourite being IV hydromorphone, morphine, heroin, codeine, oxycodone, and tramadol) now with previous experimentation even b4 that when the chances occured. As well I have experience wit most psychoactive substances including cocaine, ketamine, LSD, DMT, Mushrooms, Benzos, MDMA, MDA, 2c-?s, amphetamines, as well as being a daily medicinal marijuana smoker.
I obtained a 200mg xr morphine capsule from my dealers a few days ago. I have used these many times before either shooting, snorting or popping the little beads after I crush them up. But today I wanted to try something different, since I am a fairly heavy opiate user with a tolerance ( ill shoot usually a point of good heroin or at least an 8mg dilaudid or around a 100mg of morphine per shot) I thought the 200mg xr mite actually be enjoyable ingested the proper way.
T+0:00 Ingested the 200mg xr morphine sulfate as intended by manufacturer.
T+0:30 No real effects noticed yet possible slight placebo affect as my usual back pain is slightly better but this cud be attributed to my body anticipating the high
T+1:00 Effects def slowly coming on can feel bodies reactions slowin as the morphine hits my system still not majorly high(as to be expected from xr, these are for all day pain maintenance) just my troubles and aches slowly just melting away wit a slight layer of warmth
T+1:30 I am def feelin a fairly good buzz, no aches or pains to speak of as my body is becoming fairly numb with that slight tingle (you get wit a good shot of morphine) coming and goin every few moments and I'm still getting higher. Pupil constriction is only minor at this point wit noreal crazy itching and no nausea at all.
T+2:30 Body is def quite numb by this point and I'm feeling gooddd :) Been smoking a couple of doobies and cigarettes well watching a hockey game at a local bar with some friends who are drinking. Weed and cigarettes both just enhances the numbness and adds to the relaxin effect of the morphine. I slowly drink a beer as well just something to sip on well watching the game, I try to avoid mixing too many opiates wit booze. Still no real nausea and slight itchiness that is extremely pleasurable when scratching but not too intense
T+4:00 I think by this point I've entered wut shud be called the peak experience of this, I may still get slightly higher but I doubt by much and at this point I'm pretty damn high and feelin good so I'm happy. The hockey game is over, we won =D, so me and friends headed bak to my house to chill and smoke more weed and hash =P. By this point I really cud not have a care in the world, warm waves of pure morphine bliss are just kinda rollin off me, I feel amazin, I keep almost forgettin I'm high except for the fact that I kno I ate a monstrous morphine pill a few hours ago. Like I'll zone in and out of reality well still bein coherent, my friends don't seem to have noticed anythin, but than again I'm almost always high on somethin so they just cud not care lol. Things are def good tho I'll be sittin out on our porch havin cigarettes and ill just kinda fade out into a lite nod and just feel on top of the world. By this point my pupils are pinpoint and if I scratch it feels amazin still not insanely itchy like IR morphine or Oxy tho which is nice and no nausea at all to speak of =D. I'm prob just gonna relax out to video games for the rest of the nite until I pass out to morphine dreams, til the next morning.
T+ Next morning: I swear I'm still high on morphine, pupils pinpoint and I feel good as fuck still with none of that usual morning after sedation and aches of most opiates when I use the nite b4. I think I like this method of using morphine ;). As the day gets further on I begin to get quite sedated plus smokin weed makes me very relaxed to the point I cud have had an amazin nap and just kinda chilled out for most of the afternoon. And now its the next nite and I've procured another 200 to pop sometime tonite/this morning. Even 24 hours after ingesting the first XR I wasn't really gettin much of the aches wit no nausea as well compared to like shooting a bunch of morphine or dope or somethin which usually leaves me quite sore 4-6 hours later. This form of administration had a very long slow euphoric high that lasted for ages and didn end wit me in total pain like even now roughly 36 hours after ingesting the last one I am still not in much pain which is a win in my books.
Definitely enjoyed this experience and hopefully someone can learn somethin from this report and until the next one Peace And Love from BlissfulThinkin.
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