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Sooo Scared
Alcohol (Beer), Cannabis & Tobacco (Cigarettes)
by Tara
Citation:   Tara. "Sooo Scared: An Experience with Alcohol (Beer), Cannabis & Tobacco (Cigarettes) (exp43971)". Erowid.org. Jun 12, 2025. erowid.org/exp/43971

 
DOSE:
3 glasses oral Alcohol - Beer/Wine (liquid)
    repeated smoked Cannabis (plant material)
    repeated smoked Tobacco - Cigarettes  
BODY WEIGHT: 110 lb
I had chugged 3 beer and because of my small size and lack of drinkin experince I was hammered. In my effed up state a friend dragged me out too a hotbox where we smoked 2 doobies, as well as cigars and cigarettes were being passed around. I was so drunk I wasnt even sure what was going on. I started to feel really uncomfortable and got up and walked through the snow back to the house party without shoes. I got the spins from drinking and starting to get in the zone from the pot. Id never experienced both at the same time, and everytime my world spun (like every 5 seconds), Id snapped back into reality and everytime I was shocked. I got really scared because I didnt know that was what happened when you were high, I'd only been to the mellow, everythings funny stage from pot before. I thought I was going crazy and that it would never stop. I knew it only lasted an hour or so and I looked at my watch almost every minute because it seemed like about 10. I was freaking out because the spinning and snapping back from dream world wouldnt stop and I desperately wanted to be sober and not stoned. The harder I tried to stay with reality the more often I'd snap back and get more scared.
The harder I tried to stay with reality the more often I'd snap back and get more scared.
Then I have a big blank because I was so drunk i can't remember, but from what a friend told me they asked me how my night was going and I said 'I'm so scared' and then started hugging them and crying that it 'wouldn't stop spinning' They took me a laid me in a bed and I puked a few times. I remember looking up at people watching me lay there and realizing what was happening but at the same time not. I also realized I was making an idiot out of myself and got really upset because I thought everyone thought I was a loser and would never want to party with me again. My friend gave me her shirt (I had puked on mine) and she told me to get up and when I tried to move my body seemed like a thousand pounds and standing up took everything I had. It was terrifying.

Exp Year: 2005ExpID: 43971
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jun 12, 2025Views: Not Supported
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