Citation: Bmak GrowGod. "Unimaginable Knowledge and Unthinkable Darkness: An Experience with Banisteriopsis caapi, Anadenanthera spp., Tobacco & Meditation (exp113244)". Erowid.org. Jun 10, 2019. erowid.org/exp/113244
My interest with DMT started when my friend H sent me a link to a video on DMT extraction. I soon after looked for websites that sell Entheogens specifically containing DMT. This is when I came across beautiful Yopo.
I received the Yopo and prepared it on multiple occasions. I used Sodium Carbonate and Calcium Carbonate (obtained by baking egg shells and crushing to a powder) as the base agent and mixed 3 crushed seeds. Iíve had other recipes that resulted in better, more profound visions. My best recipe contains 2 A. Colubrina seeds and 1 A. Peregrina seed, along with about 0.5 grams of Caapi leaves crushed in a mortar and pestle until powdered. I then mix about 0.1 grams of tobacco powder (homemade rapť) with a pinch of ayahuasca sedimentation. I still use sodium carbonate and calcium carbonate in this snuff.
I still use sodium carbonate and calcium carbonate in this snuff.
The experience Iíve had with this recipe is extraordinary, and was the second most profound experience (the most profound experience being ego dissolution on ayahuasca). I started the ceremony. I lit the charcoal over Himalayan pink salt and placed Frankincense and Myrrh. I was shown Frankincense and Myrrh by a female entity in a previous Yopo vision. As the resins burned, I loaded my homemade kuripe made from cannabis stem, and insufflated the Yopo snuff deep into my nostrils. I always meditate with DMT trance music on and I find it to be really helpful for the journey.
As I meditated, I started having CEVís of sacred geometry. As I get deeper, I feel an unbearable weight on my body, known as body load. My body soon looses all feeling and starts to unfold like wings, splitting from my ribs to my waist. My head starts to tear in half and I get beamed through a tunnel, into a ďdeep spaceĒ like area. I saw lines and grids in the space background, like it was all a geometric problem being graphed out. I saw mathematical equations floating about, and encountered a human head. The head had the top half cut off, and its brain exposed, except it wasnít a brain. There were rectangular structures stacked like steps on the right side, colored mainly red and green, maybe blue. The other half was unrecognizable. I also recall an encounter with what I believe was a Machine Elf. It was a blob made of infinite gears, all spinning simultaneously. As I looked it at it, it moved out of my vision in a liquid fashion. After spending this time in the upper realm, I felt my self being beamed back down. This is when I experienced the dark side of Yopo.
I fell through the normal realm and fell straight down to what I believe is hell. Once in hell, I looked at the surrounding area in awe, but no fear. It was all red rock with fire ablaze everywhere.
I looked at the surrounding area in awe, but no fear. It was all red rock with fire ablaze everywhere.
I saw what seemed to be a clear egg to my right, held up on a slight angle by the same red rock making up this dimension. There was a man inside, chained up and screaming inside egg, pleading for help. I didnít pay no mind and kept observing the area. There was a giant castle in the distance. The castle looked more like a giant church, and it was ruled by what I believe to be the yahweh entity. This yahweh entity was about the size of a 20 story building and was dressed in a black trench coat. I looked from its feet to its face, taking about 15-20 seconds for its face to come into view. The face was squid like, black tentacles and wide white eyes staring down at me. I wasnít intimidated, but intrigued by the entity. Why was it here? Why did it show itself to me? I then came back to the normal world, but still felt incomplete. I tried to go back, with success. I was greeted by an army of black tentacles and worms, advancing towards me. I took out a light sword and started slicing and chopping the tentacles. With all the effort trying to hold back the swarm of slimy black, I only managed to get them about an arms length away. By a miracle I was saved by a youtuber I watch. He showed me a symbol to make with my hand, and when I made the symbol the tentacles retreated, almost like they were deterred by the symbol.
To this day, I have no idea what the symbol means. After this ordeal I was finally back to the normal world, ready to share my experience.
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