Diminished Love
Cannabis & Tobacco
Citation:   Jacky. "Diminished Love: An Experience with Cannabis & Tobacco (exp113174)". Erowid.org. Jun 27, 2019. erowid.org/exp/113174

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1 cig. smoked Cannabis
  T+ 1:30   smoked Tobacco - Cigarettes
In a small dark room, sitting alone with only street lights illuminating my room, I was in love described by pain and tiredness yet hopefull to find a solution in marijuana. I ask a friend (let's call her H) for marijuana, which she gives me without thinking twice.

9:00 pm:
Everyone goes to sleep, I pick my lighter up put the joint in my mouth and light it. At first there seems to be no effect, the joint burnt my lungs I felt as if some lighted my throat and lungs on wood fire, I didn't expect that.....But by 5 minutes I began to feel a slight headache in my head, not much just a tingling sensation....

I began feeling a large headache my head starts spinning.

The headache goes on, I was told that marijuana makes you feel happy, yet suddenly my mouth felt as was being sewed shut by glue and that I couldn't stop myself from smiling, a smile akin to that of the joker.

10 pm:
I began to feel hungry a lust for food in which I ate bananas and crude chocolate bars(the ones used for cooking), I consumed a huge sum of both, I still felt hungry not satiated so ate lots of bread.

I light up a tobacco cigarette it didn't feel as distasteful as always. The high was on its peak as I felt less sentient and my my head was spinning literally and figuratively, i couldn't stop my head from spinning it felt bad.

11 pm:
My ears are at their warmest, I lay down on the couch again trying to configure my surrounding but to no avail, smiling harder and harder while not being happy accompanied by red eyes and a sense of fatigue.

The high decreases leaving me with a clear gaze a more relaxed state and a wish for the trip to end.

The effects are nearly over my head stops spinning my eyes get back to normal no more glassy eyes and no more red, my heart beats less and my appetite is set back to normal, my forced smile fades yet the tingling prevades.

The high is over.

I wanted to try marijuana as I know that it decreases vasopresin in the body, which Is one of the hormones of love, and so it did, I was thankful that I didn't think of the one I love, the marijuana had real effects quite tangeable. I woke up the next day at 9 am feeling fresh and calm and more in tune with myself and even more open thinking clearly. For the next 3 days I had not thought of her.

Final conclusions:
The high wasn't very enjoyable but it was not bad either. It was in fact very helpful, healthy and effective. I am glad I tried it.
It is far much better than tobacco.

Exp Year: 2018ExpID: 113174
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Jun 27, 2019Views: 736
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