Citation: Seppo. "From the Ashes: An Experience with 1P-LSD, 2C-B-Fly & MDMA (exp111602)". Erowid.org. Feb 24, 2018. erowid.org/exp/111602
Substances: 50ug of 1P-LSD, 10mg of 2C-B-FLY, 80mg of MDMA
I was planning to go to a psytrance party on friday eve. Decided to take light dose of acid and a full tab of 2C-B-FLY. Ultimately I ended up taking MDMA as well. Truned out to be probably one of the most important experiences of my life.
Set: Scandinavian student doing an exchange year abroad, done acid several times, 2C-B-FLY 5x, MDMA twice and Cannabis pretty often, not on a daily basis tho. I smoke tobacco, quitted alcohol 3 months ago. I consider myself a fairly responsible user. Sometimes I am bit shy when it comes to meeting new people, especially females. Still I think I'm really social and friendly person. Let that be one of the main themes of this story.
Setting: Home, Student party, nightclub.
T+00: Exactly 6pm I took a half a tab of acid (50ug) and decided to wait home for the come-up and then meet a couple of friends at a student dormitory.
T+045: I start feeling the acid come-up. Slight euphoria and excitement. That's usual to me. Had a cigarette. Called a friend of mine and had about an hour long talk about my forthcoming night.
T+090: Started preparing myself for the student party. Felt really good. Clear headspace, not too many thoughts going through my mind. ++.
T+2:15: Left home to the student dormitory just to see what's going on. I had planned that I'd go to a psytrance party after that and I'd withdraw some cash before. Music sounded so good through my headphones. Still ++.
T+3:30: Arrived the scene, smoked a cig and dropped 10mg of 2C-B-FLY at 9:30pm. Right after I already started to see some visuals (the floor and the wall breathing), but that could only be due to acid. Felt talkative and analytic. Drank some grapefruit juice I bought before. Headspace started to get full on thoughts. I knew that this night is going to be great. ++.
T+4:30: Had an interesting conversation with another exchange student. The people mostly drank alcohol, so I felt kinda an outsider in that state of mind. Remained talkative. Felt really good. Visuals didn't really bother me as the got more intense.
T+5:00: Smoked a joint just to loosen me up. Now I could really feel the acid and 2C-B-FLY kicking in. Felt just so good, but I managed to control myself. Huge euphoria. ++
T+5:30: A girl I've seen twice before comes to me and asks me, out of nowhere, if I want to kiss her. She was very drunk and that point I was already tripping. Felt super nervous about that. Didn't know what to answer. I finally asked her to repeat the question. And she asked again would I kiss her. We ended up making out for a while in a different room few storeys higher. A guy tripping makes out with a drunken girl... I felt like a child, innocent and vulnerable. Like she was playing with me and using me as a toy. She made some suggestions, but I was determined to go to this nightclub after. I did feel aroused, but the evening wasn't for that. Visuals were aggressive. The ceiling was just liquid and full of holes.
At some point I thought I really gotta tell her, so I said that I'm going through a psychedelic trip right now. She didin't seem to comprehend. I tried to explain everything, but I felt so used and dirty and vulnerable at that point. I still remained calm. The mood started to turn slightly uncomfortable.
T+6:00: I received a message from a friend downstairs that said that people were leaving to the city center. He had taken all my stuff with him (he knew I was going to trip. I asked him to kinda trip sit me in case things go wrong). So I just left the girl there, ran downstairs to the tram stop they were. I had no money and I couldn't go to the atm, because the tram was coming in 1 minute. I was furious about the incident. Everything I planned just started to collapse in my mind. I had to make a detour to city center, find an atm and go the party. I got into the tram.
T+6:20: At the city center. I was so angry. People were going to another nightclub which I wasn't interested in. I needed to find an atm, get some cash and get to the psytrance party. Misogynist thoughts ran through my mind. 'Why? Why? Why? This is why I despise drunken people.' Felt slight paranoia too, like somebody was watching over my shoulder. But I knew it's because of the psychedelics, I wasn't losing my mind.
T+6:40: Listened some music to calm down.
T+6:40: Listened some music to calm down.
I was at a train station waiting for the train that would take me to the nightclub. Everything was moving. I saw holes and smooth edges everywhere. I wanted to call my friend just so I could calm down.
T+7:00 Got into club. Settings played huge role there. I felt so relaxed once I got there. At this point I have been alone for half an hour.
7 hours 30 minutes after my acid [1P-LSD] dose, 4 hours after my 2C-B-FLY dose:
I felt like dancing, so I hit the dancefloor. After a while I wanted to socially 'anchor' myself, so I started to find someone to talk to. I talked with few guys who had started their studying in the city. Asked them about how they like the music and if they already had something on. I told them I was tripping and they seemed to be cool about it. They wanted to find some MDMA at the club and asked me if I know someone who had some.
Later they found some. The other guy offered me a dose that was about 70mg-80mg. I usually like to prepare myself at least a day before the roll with supplements etc. 'Luckily' I had some grapefruit juice (Vit C) earlier, so I didn't feel that bad popping the Molly. I also read that one should take MDMA before 2C-B-FLY due to the come-down.
Waited for the come-up. In the meantime I talked with some arabs. They seemed to be really nice guys. One of the guys offered me a cigarette. I was really happy and grateful. Still felt the acid, but at this time 2C-B-FLY was in charge.
After 40 minutes I started feeling the first effects of Molly. Holy shit! I built me up again from the ashes after this earlier incident. I felt super relaxed, but still energetic. The music called me for dance. I felt like touching and I really wanted to talk and hug someone.
At one point I sat down with a girl. We talked about psychedelic experiences. We felt super connected right away. She told me she was rolling too. We hugged and talked about emotions and meditation. She was my sanctuary for the rest of the evening. I danced with the girl till 9am in the morning. We hugged and smoked few joints. The roll was stable and come-down reaaaaaaaally smooth, thanks to 2C-B-FLY. Wasn't a crash at all. I also felt like the effects came back in intervals, which I remember from my previous roll as well.
This was just the tip of the iceberg. The whole evening was full of little nyances, but I felt like writing only the main events and leave the abstract.
Overall: therapeutic evening with lovely people and good music. 5/5. I learned something new about myself once again. I knew that things would have gone worse if I didn't pay enough attention. I'd say I was lucky too. Let this be a lesson for me.
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