Citation: bungalo. "Underwater Meditation: An Experience with Deschloroketamine & Cannabis (exp110660)". Erowid.org. Jun 6, 2017. erowid.org/exp/110660
I spent the setting in my bed under the sheet with my cat laying on my legs. I was wearing headphones listening to my favorite tunes and had smoked about a bowl or two of cannabis beforehand. 10 minutes before ingestion I spent the time meditating and mentally preparing for what may happen to me. Album was about to come up in my queue so I begin.
T0:00 - Orally administrated the solution, it tasted terrible but luckily I had some spicy mints to cover it.
T0:10 - Within ten minutes I already begin to feel the first alert. The effects feel close to a hit of nitrous but much less sharper and more softer, these effects begin to excite me and my heart rate increases steady.
T0:15 - My body starts to feel weightless. The come-up anxiety increases and thoughts of incorrectly dosing flood my head. At this point I decide I should go for another round of meditating to calm me down.
T0:30 - The CEVís have increased by this point, the meditation really helped me out anxiety wise and I had become very comfortable
the meditation really helped me out anxiety wise and I had become very comfortable
and stable. Physically, however, I start to become a bit dizzy due to all of the spinning. Eventually I learn to embrace the spinning but it seemed like as time went by it started to become more intense. It had felt if I was in a big ball and as if I had been rolling down the mountain. I start to get quite nauseous during this time so I walk up to go the bathroom to piss and grab a THC vaporizer pen and lay it by me in my bed. I take a couple of puffs hoping it would cure me from the spinning.
T0:50 - Memory is hazy from here on out, those two puffs definitely cured any nausea I was having but it also shifted the gear to 3000 and caused me to go into maximum overdrive. This was probably the best part of the experience because the euphoria was at a max and I had felt as if I was finally about to fall into the ďholeĒ.
T1:00 - My album was about to end so I had to open my eyes to turn on another one. Good lord my room looked odd. Very blurry and it felt quite wider than usual, this did not bother me and I proceeded to pick up my weightless floating phone and barely manage to have a quick chat with a friend and turn on a different album. Great. As the album starts I begin to meditate again, focusing mainly on the cevís I was getting.
T1:05 - I didnít expect the CEVís to synergize with the music that well, they were absolutely comparable to a visualizer in iTunes. Fascinated by this eye candy, I take another puff from vaporizer hoping to enhance the whole experience. At this point I believe I holed, I saw many beautiful scenarios such as waterfalls and tropical landscapes. After a while of maximum focusing I had started to hallucinate a very large digital 3D render of a cartoon character. While it was cool how realistic and awesome it looked it was still very confusing to me and I wanted to think of waterfalls and scenarios. Nausea increases steadily.
T1:20 - Christ what the fuck is happening I thought, my beautiful underwater meditation had turned into some insane spinning rollercoaster. I felt as if some people would enjoy this, but not me, Iíve always had a weak stomach. I take another puff, a much smaller one, hoping it would remove the nausea.
T1:30 - Not sure what had exactly happened at this point but if I remember correctly I really had to pee. My cat must of saw a spider or something because he immediately jumped off me to go after something, I use that opportunity to go walk and piss. I remember standing up and having to hold on to my couch as I slowly waddled to the bathroom. My body had felt as if it were hollow, absolutely weightless. As if I was a walking balloon or something, I finally manage to make it to the toilet. My world was absolutely spinning and it still nauseates me as I write this.
My world was absolutely spinning and it still nauseates me as I write this.
It felt as if I were on a non-stop rollercoaster. I sat a long time on my toilet trying to get a grip, I had never felt so disorientated in my life, I needed to get back in my bed and enjoy it properly. I finally managed get back to my bed and lay. It felt as if my bed were spinning on its own like a gyroscope, it wasn't very comfortable I remember. I made many guesses to what could be the reason behind this so I can fix it, I decided that I might of been dehydrated (despite the color of my urine not indicating that) so knowing how it feels to eat and drink on this substance, I get some water and do some very small slow sips of water until I feel hydrated enough to get up from this spinning rollercoaster of a bed and lay somewhere else more stable.
T2:00 - During this time I try to land back on planet earth by riding it out on my couch with something familiar on the TV like the Simpsons and Viceland, and occasionally using my phone to do normal human things like check my email. It's hard to remember exactly what was happening here, but my thoughts at the time were about the nausea mainly and how much of it was killing my experience. I had puked successfully into the toilet at least once somewhere around this time.
T3:00 - Manage to sit on my computer, turn on some more videos to distract me, and swallow a ginger pill. I start to think about what could of went wrong and what could of caused such terrible nausea. It took me about twenty minutes but I had managed to grind more weed up and putting it into a pipe. Knowing, the consequences that could happen by smoking more weed during this, I do it anyway because the nausea is just taking over. To my luck this experiment had completely worked in my favor, it didnít shift me into gear 4000 but instead calmed me down and even fixed my nausea issue. Awesome. I spend rest the night playing video games and going to bed about 3-4 hours later.
Overall, Iím still not sure if disassociates are for me or not. I have yet to try any other ROAís aside from oral and nasal, both of which give me nausea (oral is a lot better for me since the drip is terrible). This was the highest dose of Deschloroketamine I have done, 40mg + weed was a much more comfortable combination at the time where as this one was a bit too intense for me. I have yet to try this without cannabis due to the nausea. Perhaps next time I will try a different ROA and not smoke any cannabis at all.
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