Citation: Scott. "Unnatural Thoughts: An Experience with 25C-NBOMe (exp98100)". Erowid.org. Nov 24, 2012. erowid.org/exp/98100
It was a Friday after school and I planned on meeting two people. One would sell me 3 tabs of 2C, and the other would sell me 2 tabs of 2I. I had planned this earlier in the week and since then I had been trying to decide which one I wanted to do. A friend, M, who I would meet soon after school, had previously told me that 2I was much more visual and therefore not as recreational or social. I therefore concluded that 3 tabs of 2C would be more recreational than two tabs of 2I, so it came down to what I was going to do that night.
Right after I got out of class I bought my 2C and started heading over to Mís house with my other friends A and U. My other friend J was also on his way to Mís house. A, U, and I arrived well before J did, so we decided to hit a few bowls of bud out of Mís bong. This stuff was really dank Ė it might have been the dankest Iíve smoked. After this U had to leave so we went to play Xbox when J arrived. J brought some spectacular equipment: a gravity vortex and a gas mask that attaches to it. We each took a hit of it except for A, for unknown reasons. After this we decided to go downstairs to Mís theater room and watch Comedy Central. At this point, I began my trip. You might be wondering why I never met with the other person. I was way too lazy to go all the way to a certain location and back, especially since I had no efficient mode of transportation available. I decided to postpone my meeting until the next day, Saturday.
I began with 2 tabs and stuck them between my cheek and my gums just beyond my eyeteeth. I found that this is very efficient, as it absorbs fast and it is not difficult to keep them in place. It also permits me to smile, which is crucial in the coming up phase. I was saving one for either J or M, who were deciding who would get to do it. However, they also both wanted to eat, which I thought wasnít a great idea. Moreover, they both wanted to order Chinese and take it after they stopped eating, which would take more than an hour. So thatís what they did. By the time the Chinese arrived, I had spit out my two tabs and was comfortably tripping. Nothing new, exactly what I was expecting. As they were eating the Chinese food, they started talking about wanting to drink. I then thought that this would be an even worse idea for the person who would have taken the one tab, and would put people on completely different levels. Therefore, I asked for the tab back and placed it on my gums. This resolved everything, as my three friends could now get drunk and be on the same level, and I could enjoy a more powerful trip. We continued to watch videos until finally everybody wanted to go get liquor.
We walked to the liquor store and then to the CVS, which was about a mile away. At first I was looking forward to the walk, but after walking two blocks I became discouraged about the amount of time it took. Fortunately we were there and back to Mís house before I knew it. We then began to play Xbox, always a good idea while tripping. It is incredible to fly around in forge mode on forge world in halo reach, especially while very close to the ground. I spent 10 minutes at a time just doing that. We then decided to smoke again with the same apparatus as before along with a really fat joint. After our smoke sesh, all of us were completely gone, especially A. At this point I looked around and the strangest things were happening to my vision Ė everything looked weirdly blurry and somehow tropical. It was at this point that I began to self-evaluate my thought process as I do during every trip I have. This time I was especially astonished with the way I was speaking/acting. It inspires a feeling close to disgust, but not in a negative way, instead more in a neutral way. I guess one could describe it as acceptance. However this acceptance is never of negative qualities, itís of neutral features such as the way my voice sounds or the style in which I talk or think. On this note we decided to go back to the theater room to fall asleep, so we all took Nyquil. Everyone except me fell asleep watching family guy. After it ended, I turned the TV off and attempted to fall asleep. This is when the most disturbing thing Iíve experienced while tripping occurred.
First of all, my mind was thinking in a beat. Thoughts would flash in my mind to the beat of a Hardstyle type electronic song. Every time a thought would flash, it would be embodied as a scream or an emphatic, stressful version of the thought. It was almost like my mind was panicking, even though I felt no fear or worry. This consequently implanted a dark, mindless and drone-like mood in my mind that would haunt me until I fell asleep and all of the next day. I remember seeing this mood as being on some sort of amphetamine in a European disco in the early 90s. This seriously disturbed me mainly because this feeling was so inhumane and unnatural. I felt as if I had enslaved my mind to a drug that would keep me on that industrial and energetic level of thought forever.
Sunday morning, after waking up still depressed and disturbed, I concluded that I was done with research chemicals, mainly because of its seemingly unnatural effects. Note that I am not a fan of MDMA, as I have tried it several times and the last few times I became very nervous and worrisome. The effects of MDMA are not for me, and when I trip, I look for visuals and euphoria, not energy or effects that enhance raves. I did the 2C because I could not obtain anything else, which in retrospect was a foolish idea.
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