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Stuck Between Realities
by The X cops
Citation:   The X cops. "Stuck Between Realities: An Experience with Ketamine (exp24978)". Aug 18, 2018.

30 mg insufflated Ketamine (powder / crystals)
  170 mg insufflated Ketamine (powder / crystals)
  1 bowl smoked Cannabis (plant material)


Its Wednesday night, I don’t have to work tomorrow and I have some K. I’m gunna go do some meditating, listen to some music then dose… I have 200mgs (powder) so I’m snorting again I guess… I’m not sure how I should dose it though; I’m thinking 150 then save like 2 bumps for tomorrow. But I might go 100/100, maybe get 2 trips to the k hole cuz I doubt 50 will take me. Maybe ill do the 100, see how far I go then decide. Im I’m in kind of a nervous mind frame, I had a decent day but my moms been yelling at me and I’m kind of scared of the K so I’m gunna try and clear that up. Ill be back later tonight to write the trip.

Ok, Friday morning. I wrote the above at about 9:30. I sat around in my living room until 10:00 when my mom went to bed (after watching N.Y.P.D. blue :P) I head up to my room with some nails to put up my new flag for the trip (no, we don’t have tacks.) I put my Blind Guardian flag (its got a big stone rune on it with this fucked up metal dragon thing in the middle, its about 4 feet by 2 feet) on the ceiling so I could look up at it and maybe try and open the K-hole there. Then I put my Morbid Angel flag (really ironic because it has a picture of this medieval world being sucked into this black hole and it looks a lot like what happened to my kitchen last time) on the wall in front of me. I was paranoid about my mom coming in so I decided to wait till about 11 to do the K. watched TV until the 10:30 mark and I did a small line, 30mgs I figured. Watched some more TV, normal lose dose K effects, mild buzz, some paranoia. 11:00 rolls around and I get the K, I make 4 even lines of about 40mg each. I do one in each nostril and wait 2 minutes to let the burn subside, then the other 2. I lay down in my bed and stare up at the flag and relax myself while it sets in, about 7 minutes until I started feeling any signs of the K-hole.

I started feeling some of my organs, my lungs felt really tense and I could feel my brain, it felt really gritty and dirty in my head. I was looking up at my flag at about T+10 when I started feeling uncomfortable, I could feel my brain working and it was making this WHIZZZZZ’ing sound. It was more than a sound though, it vibrated down my whole body and made it feel like I was filling with small rocks and it was killing me. I started getting really scared but this time I COULD feel it, I wasn’t in the K-hole yet. I rolled over and looked at my wall trying to get away from it, I felt somewhat normal for about 5 seconds until I was instantly smeared across this infinite plane. It was still my bed AND I was still in my body! This was really weird because I was expecting to me flying around totally out of body. I know I’m not in the k-hole yet, I still make out my room somewhat so I rolled over because the smear thing was starting to hurt. The rest is blurry but I remember being very disoriented but still in reality, a lot of it hurt and I got really scared at one point. I didn’t remember anything about the day and I couldn’t figure out how I got that way so I was panicky and uncomfortable. I think I fell asleep around 11:35.

I woke up this morning clear headed and sober, but upset and discouraged. “fuckin waste of 20$ I say to myself” and go have my morning smoke. I smoke a bowl then I start remembering the dreams I had when I went to sleep. They were incredibly vivid and it felt like I was actually there and I could control myself. In The part I remember most clearly, I was sitting on the back of the bus, were just arriving at Northgate. I notice these 2 beings (I know they’re people but they’re distorted and blurry)…. There are a lot of them around but these 2 stick out. I then notice that the whole city is oily and loose, reminded me of the oily K that took me to the hole in my last trip. I get up to go to the door and the 2 people turn around and its laurel and Gina, 2 friends of mine.

It Just really… REAL, I could feel myself there and almost had control over myself. Now that I think about it the K might have had more anesthetic control over the night, however the trip was painful and scary. Im really discouraged with K right now, I know the mushrooms played a big part on my last trip but if that’s what K is like on a clear head I’m done with it. I might try it again in a few weeks and see.

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 24978
Gender: Not Specified 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Aug 18, 2018Views: 825
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