DOSE: T+ 0:00	2.5 g	oral	Unknown	(edible / food)
T+ 1:15		smoked	Cannabis
T+ 2:27	1 glass	oral	Alcohol - Beer/Wine
T+ 3:20		smoked	Cannabis

BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

10:45AM - Eat Gummies

11:15AM - Something is there. Everything is a little more animated. Like more interesting. Details of album covers are striking. A calm energy has washed over me. Very pleasant, with a slightly uneasy edge to it. It is definitely starting.

11:30 - Listening to my favorite album to trip to - Blood on the Tracks by Bob Dylan. This album is incredibly nostalgic to me. My parents used to listen to it incessantly and I have had many trips in the past that transported me right back to my parents’ Ford Focus, listening to that album going on some trip or going downtown on a weekend. Looking at the album cover, a big painted face of bob Dylan is on the cover. The paint strokes begin to fractal ever so slightly. It’s all happening. The sound of his harmonica, so sloppy, yet emotion pours out of the speakers, caressing the inside of my ears almost.

11:50 - More of the same but turned up a notch. I am looking through my Pasta Grannies cookbook. It has traditional home recipes from Italian Nonnas. I am half Italian and pasta has played a huge role in my life. My Family has always treated dinner and gatherings as sacred. This book is bringing out tremendous emotions of family gatherings and my Grandma’s Manicotti with Meat Sauce. The pictures are beautiful and same with the stories. Things are breathing and I am feeling good. Besides some indigestion, I am having beautiful feelings shooting through my body, euphoria. Life. I am realizing the disconnect I make most of the time. Since I work so much, I often forget the things that matter. The mushrooms are starting to make me feel so grateful for everything I have.

12:10 - Visuals are getting more intense. My body sensations are incredibly light, but I have a growing Nausea. Letting it all happen. Switched to Meddle, by Pink Floyd, which I love. Fractals are appearing almost everywhere I look if I look long enough. I can almost make out little eyes in the fractals as if the universe is watching me. The comeup is in full swing :D

12:30 - Ok this is WILD. I have a wallpaper wall with a print of white flamingos. Staring at it, their wings start to flap and I am blown away by how gorgeous it is. The Pink Floyd album greatly affects what I see and feel. All of my senses are highly connected.

12:45: I decide to smoke some weed. I picked some up yesterday from my guy along with these mushroom gummies. I pack a bowl and smoke half of it. Almost immediately, the visuals are even more intense, with lots of shifting and the wings on flamingos appearing to be flapping almost. Colors are so saturated and my studio apartment is furnished very warm to provide a comforting feeling to me. This is 10fold. I feel like I am completely wrapped in the heaviest most amazing blanket in the world. I am melting as I type this. My body feels like I just had a hot chocolate but it is radiating across my body up to my scalp. It is potent, but gentle. The drone of “Echoes” is taking me to a completely other planet.

1:48 - I definitely hit the peak about a half hour ago. I saw sacred patterns in my rug and interacted very lightly with some entities. Both were jovial and friendly. There was some uneasiness. Now I am typing this while absolutely still tripping. It’s almost like I am able to come back to this plane of existence when I want to find my next adventure. Then I focus on one thing and get sucked into it. It’s beautiful. It is making me wonder if this is mushrooms or some other tryptamine that is less heady. I've had a fairly clear head through it all. I think if I took a bit more, I'd be able to really interact with these entities. I feel like I'm on the edge of reality into another dimension or something, but I can’t quite break through. It’s slightly frustrating, but I am very thankful for this experience so far. Im seeing writing that looks almost like the Thai alphabet at the bottom of a print I have hung up. The words seem to mean something but I do not know. This with Atom Heart mother is fantastic.

2:27 - I definitely am past the peak and just chilling at this point. Music is still fantastic. I poured myself a glass of wine and it tastes incredible. It’s from the region of Umbria in Italy. It’s been an awesome trip on this dreary day. I definitely am coming down. Might smoke some weed to milk this experience as much as possible! I will say, for the most part, the difficult parts of the trip were easy for me to navigate so far. This substance gives so much room for just observing. It almost forces me into a meditative state. Like I couldn’t fight this feeling if I tried. It wouldn’t get bad for me, because I genuinely just feel like I can’t help but meditate through it. I still have a BEAUTIFUL euphoria going through my body. Everything feels perfect right now. It really reminds me a bit of MDMA in the entactogenic factors. I love how everything feels. If someone was here, I'd be talking for hours to them. I dont miss talking to people either though. I just feel a serious sense of appreciation and love for everything. I dont believe these are shrooms because of how gentle it has been. I wonder if I got 4-ho-met or something. Frankly, I like it maybe more than mushrooms! However, there is less dissection of one’s soul on this one. Even with the entities, It was like I just wanted to talk to them and learn from them. It’s been a very gentle and kind experience. I highly recommend whatever THIS is LOL. I might pick up my guitar!

2:50 - Just played some guitar and then put on sticky fingers by the stones. Im feeling very party-ish. Like I just wanna let loose. Absolutely whimsical and perfect! I’m learning that what I am doing with my life is good. I'm working and then on my free time I am 100% myself. No matter what. I am being taught to let go of my past traumas. The last 10 or so years were a crazy experience for me. I am on the right track. The world may be exploding, but I am here to be myself, unapologetically. I am here to make my music. I am here to create for others and that is truly what I must continue doing. I have a desire to connect with others more. I want to get into a band again. I need people around me uplifting my creativity. Just smoked a bowl before this epiphany, but this really is amazing with weed. It gets intense but I feel able to navigate it pretty well.

3:30 - I'm still tripping, but way less than before. Moonlight Mile is playing. I feel so good and cozy and warm. I am missing the peak, but still just very content. Flashes of sobriety are appearing. I am getting out of psych space, back to normal perception. I will probably stay in tonight and order Thai food or Indian food… not sure yet. Just thankful for this experience. Next time will be soon. This has been very healing for me.

3:40 - Rapidly coming down. I want to touch on the fact that every other time I do mushrooms, it is similar to this brand of gummies, but I get intense nausea and weird body feelings along with a pronounced head trip . These gummies have a VERY light headspace. It is still there but very minimal. The gummies give me no nausea and more of an entactogenic experience with INTENSE visuals. There were points during my trip that I felt like I was going to break through into some other dimension. It was beautiful. Seriously like MDMA mixed with acid visuals. What a great Saturday. I still have 2.5g remaining in this pack and will take it again sometime. Next time I buy a pack, I am going to up my dose to 3g and see where it takes me. Keep in mind that this dosage is going off of the packaging saying that it has a “psilocybin extract” in it. Who knows. Maybe it is mushrooms? All I know is it doesn’t feel like any other mushroom trip I’ve had. I’ve done these gummies many times in the past and they always give me this type of experience. Super gentle. Super healing.

4:00 - Listening to the new album by The Antlers, “Blight”. Gorgeous. Definitely coming down more. Very relaxed. Very content. Wish this lasted twice as long. It’s amazing how psychedelics shatter our perceptions of reality. For me, I tend to have a deeply spiritual experience. In the world that we live in, with Fascism on the rise, Psychs really provide me with comfort in knowing how impermanent we all are as human beings. How after we die, we will go on. Who knows where, but we will continue and this hell that we live in is temporary. One day, something else will happen and maybe it will be for the betterment of society. We live in a juxtaposition of the most regressive thinking in history and infinite access to knowledge. People are obsessed with breaking free of the chains of society by taking psychs and speaking out against the status quo, all while we are quietly being herded to the slaughterhouse by billionaires with inflated egos and too much wealth to see how precious human life is. I have faith that we can beat the fascists and I have faith that life will improve. It will require struggle. It will require fighting back. It is coded into our DNA to resist this kind of power. All over the world, in democratic countries and non democratic countries, people have organized and resisted evil. Lots do die and it will be hard and awful, but it will also provide wins. People will rejoice sometimes and relish in our victories. It is the push and pull of existence. The hatred from the ruling class, the billionaires, will be stomped out.

Exp Year: 2025	ExpID: 119441
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 29
Published: Jan 17, 2026	Views: Not Supported
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