DOSE:	200 mg	insufflated	Methamphetamine	(powder / crystals)
	repeated	smoked	Cannabis
	2-3 hits	vaporized	DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

140 lb

DMT is Like a Box of Chocolates ….

Wowie wee wow! What the flippity dip…WHO-WHAT-WHEN-WHERE-WHY?! Heck even the HOW eluded me for a brief moment in DMTime. I received my .25g vape cart of N,N DMT after an impatient wait for it. I had taken a couple puny pulls off the cart earlier in the day to decent effects, like the still becoming animate (table & chairs seemingly dancing or gyrating with a semisentience), to fractal patterns with eyes closed that are evolving and infinitely complex.

Of course I wanted to have a BREAKTHROUGH. I was laying down amidst the nighttime’s darkness in my bed when I took the 2 & 1/2 hits that felt more like A ‘BreakYou’ than a breakthrough. I don’t know what happened, there was no waiting room like usual, no fractals or moving objects or entities. There was an initial panic feeling before I or me or my ego was no longer relevant. There was a glow or a white radiance (almost like in the movies when someone is shown in a formless white area). It was endless space but in contrast of what we know space to be by being light rather than dark. My control was gone I was gone. Even my fight or flight response got jammed & I was in a thought loop or even a time loop. I don’t know if I hallucinated that I was moving to run then moving to run then moving to run. But I saw myself do the same action 3-4 Xs but I was doing it, i was dumbfounded and Awestruck, I thought I might have broke my self for a minute or Three. The ineffability, profundity, & somehow lack thereof of that intense experience from Deemt shook me for hours afterwards.

I awoke @ 8:00 (more or less usual time) after 6 hours sleep & felt better than one would after a night of boozing or doping by far. The strangeness of the trip perturbed me initially upon reentry to earth but these trips are elusive as dreams. Hence, this journaling & logging of thoughts asap. Similar to Dream Journaling. Don’t wait to contemplate otherwise more often than not you’ll be left with barely a memory of the memory.

Anyways DMT is like a box of chocolates …u never know what you’re gonna get. from each hit. From barely a buzz? To an ego dissolving so whole fear can’t compute momentarily. To freaking encounters with entities and or deities. It’s fascinating to say the least.

Anyways the day next I was outside enjoying the beauty of early summertime at a park. After meditating for a while I decided to DMTrip. This time I was compelled into a Yoga position (which has happened more than once). My posture became of importance & I watched a beautiful moving collage of fractals & colors. When I opened my eyes the world felt extra lush and greener than green. I felt alive and energetic upon reentry.

Last night I also saw vividly my lost Family members albeit momentarily, I saw them huddled and waving at me. Smiling & looking lovingly at me. It was awesome I burst into Tears of happiness and love because it’s been years since they’ve gone and it was a trip to see them so vividly. I mean WTDMT is this stuff?

Majick! I tell ye Magik.
Despite these 3 trips being completely unique in their outcome there’s an unknown # (@ least by me, & I’m well travelled psychonaut) possibilities for to where I’ll find myself after the DMT fog leaves my lungs. I’ve yet to experience an Oral or Nasal route tho would love to. Syringes I’ve sworn off, so that’s off the table unless administered by professional.

I’ve used DMT +/- 75 - 100 Xs (usually in oil form for vaping similar to THC vape carts) but also freebased & spice topping my ganja.

he laced weed method where one mixes in a joint or bowl is the least likely to expose the DOORS that allow for a Breakthrough in my experience. If one knows how to manipulate heat properly the freebase is probably the best but the Vape Carts are so convenient & easy to use & control dose with. I’ve had one other experience where I truly thought I was dying or died. It was wild AF. I’ve had probably 4-5 terror trips & a few WTF trips. Usually it’s cosmic bliss & beauty, but the flip side can show itself just the same.

Last night after merely one blinker pull off the cart & 15 second hold I was an observer from what felt like a cage (but was my body) watching a procession of odd, scary, evil? & nasty looking entities? Hallucinations? Spirits? Thought forms? Whatever they may be or represent, I saw them with my eyes closed but somehow more colourful & present, like a 3D film or something than everyday sights.

I watched this DMT parade of horrors moving from right to left almost as if on a flat escalator. Some ignored me, some laughed, others sneered. There was a lot of different ones, but 2 of them stood out. A clown, & an indescribable gross out creature. The Clown makes John Wayne Gacy seem nice. (Or it was John Wayne Gacy) smh idk. It lurched at me but it seemed like there was something of a force field or disconnect between the realms. It was like the haunted houses one goes to. He even looked disappointed when his efforts were unfruitful. The other thing. Was cartoonishly animalistic and it projectile vomited. What look like little roly poly pill bugs all over …me? Hmm no, but with eyes closed it sure as heck looked that way?

Peace Love & Grateful Dead

[Reported Doses: ''Speed - nasal administration 0.2g, Cannabis - a lot,DMT - 3 tokes off vape cart'']

Exp Year: 2025	ExpID: 119039
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 44
Published: Nov 12, 2025	Views: Not Supported
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