DOSE: T+ 0:00	25 mg	oral	Amphetamines
T+ 9:00		oral	Pharmaceuticals
T+ 9:00	20 mg	oral	Pharms - Ziprasidone
T+ 9:00	1 hit	sublingual	LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 11:00		smoked	Cannabis
T+ 11:00	185 mg	insufflated	Ketamine

BODY WEIGHT:

155 lb

I normally trip on my day off during the night. Earlier in the day, I took an adderall 25mg XR to help me focus with a study. About 9 hours later, I figure it's time to trip. But, I had not taken my antidepressants and geodon for 2 days, so I thought I might as well take it and blast off on 600ug LSD. [Erowid Note: Claims of measured microgram dosages for LSD are usually unsupported. Quantitative measurements for LSD are very difficult to do and cannot be done casually. Without further detailed information about how the measurements were derived, it is reasonable to assume that most statements of microgram dosages of LSD on blotter or in microdots are either misinformed or overstated.]
I place the blotter under my tongue, and an hour and a half passes... Well, I'm not tripping. Like. At all. Maybe this trip in particular is a late-bloomer? I waited for another half hour before realizing something is wrong. I went outside to smoke a partial blunt I had leftover, hoping that would, "kick-start," the trip. It was a huge bummer, but I was not about to let that ruin my night. I had prepared myself for the trip, after all. Mentally and physically. My intention was to grow as a person, like usual. Without that experience happening, I figure I might as well do 185mg of Ketamine (insufflation).

I snorted the thick line of powdered Ketamine and powered through the burning in my nostril. About 10 minutes later, I started to, "feel funny." I was hoping that the Ketamine would, "kick-start," the acid trip as well after the weed failed to do so. I thought that's what was happening, but that was not the case...

What happened 10 minutes later was, at first, terrifying. But after a few minutes, as I sunk deeper and deeper into the K-Hole, I started to get very comfortable in my bed under my weighted blanket. I stared at my bedroom walls, watching the outlines of objects like the door frame morph into various smears of off-white colors with my open eyes as I listened to music.

Listening to hip hop was probably my biggest mistake. The messages portrayed in the songs that my Spotify shuffle featured weren't exactly the most uplifting. Somehow, in my incapacitated state, I managed to remove my headphones, and just sat in bed to think, leaving my headphones turned on beside me so I may hear when the song changes.

I honestly thought I was going to die at first. My mind began racing: "What if the mixture of antidepressants, Geodon, Acid, Adderall, and Ketamine kills me, or damages my brain irreparably."

I felt like a brain, piloting a meat-vessel that wasn't even my own. The experience was surreal and almost jaw dropping. I say almost, because a lot of what I experienced quickly faded from memory, which is unfortunate.

I solidified the fact that I need to quit my job though, as I have been thinking about it for quite some time now, but could never find a good enough reason to leave other than hating the place, and myself for being there in the first place. I'm hoping that future Ketamine use will cure my depression, but I highly doubt it.

Exp Year: 2022	ExpID: 116092
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: 27
Published: Oct 5, 2022	Views: 471
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