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An Opinion
Diazepam, Cannabis & Amphetamine
Citation:   NateBA. "An Opinion: An Experience with Diazepam, Cannabis & Amphetamine (exp114657)". Erowid.org. Sep 11, 2023. erowid.org/exp/114657

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
100 mg   Amphetamines  
  T+ 2:30 10 mg oral Pharms - Diazepam (pill / tablet)
  T+ 2:50   joints/cigs smoked Cannabis (flowers)
BODY WEIGHT: 160 lb
Setting: my parentís house. Iím 19 and just finished my first year of uni. My first drug experience was when I 13 and smoked weed for the first time. Iíve been a somewhat avid drug user from about 16 onwards. In order from first tried to last the list goes: weed, MD, pills, ket, coke, nos, acid, 2-CB, amphetamine, DXM, diazepam and finally Xanax. And for all my endeavours, Iíve never had a bad trip or any sort of bad experience that I can remember.

Then it comes to benzos and I am well and truly lost. I could not tell accurately, or even loosely come to think, what theyíre about. In fact, for about 90% of the time, I canít tell anything. Complete blackout. So the Purpose: To form an opinion on benzoís by logging my experience whilst on them in real-time

00:00 - I have dropped the 10mg pill of Valium and am gonna roll myself a standard half-gram joint. Also worth mentioning that I had 100mg of speed about two and a half hours ago which Iím still obviously feeling so itíll be interesting to see how or if they synergise. Been feeling slightly anxious and irritable last few days, probably because of my assignment.

00:20 - Finished smoking the joint, feeling slightly high. Nothing out of the ordinary yet, except a feeling of warmth in my body which is nice, especially since its cold out and Iím only wearing shorts and a t-shirt.

00:30- The same feeling of warmth all through my body, I would normally suspect that was just the speed but its less sweaty and more like a nice campfire warm.

00:45- Watching Netflix easily enough, feel very relaxed and a lot less is going on in my head, my thoughts are almost non-existent and worries feel very far away and removed from me. My mood feels slightly flat but in a way that feels a lot better than it sounds, never overly happy or giggly but just a strong sense of calmness in both my body and mind.

01:00- I hadnít gotten out of my chair for what was approaching an hour so I decided to leave outside and go back to my room. Very happy to be in my bed with my quilt, my mattress feels more comfy than usual and as though Iím sinking into it.

01:30- Again, very similar feelings of tranquillity, as though my mind is in a state of perfect equilibrium. Although never creating a feeling of euphoria or a change in perception in the way that other drugs are able to, there is something to be said about the comfort that this has provided me.

2:00- I think the effects have plateaued now or maybe even a while ago but I think this has been a successful experiment I feel like I get the appeal of benzos now when I didnít really at the beginning of this journey. I think Iíve come to realise that I was looking at them from the completely wrong angle.
I think this has been a successful experiment I feel like I get the appeal of benzos now when I didnít really at the beginning of this journey. I think Iíve come to realise that I was looking at them from the completely wrong angle.
This didnít feel like a high for me as such, or at least definitely not in the traditional sense but I did feel a lot more peace of mind after taking a vallie than I usually do in my day-to-day life which was enjoyable.



Exp Year: 2020ExpID: 114657
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Sep 11, 2023Views: 128
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Amphetamines (6), Cannabis (1), Pharms - Diazepam (115) : Glowing Experiences (4), Combinations (3), General (1), Alone (16)

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