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Absolute Destruction
LSD
Citation:   anonymous. "Absolute Destruction: An Experience with LSD (exp113839)". Erowid.org. Aug 18, 2025. erowid.org/exp/113839

 
DOSE:
  smoked Cannabis
  350 ug   LSD
BODY WEIGHT: 115 lb
My first experiences with acid were on very mild doses at around 115 ug and 220 ug. After these trips I decided it was time to get the full acid experience of acid and do a higher dose. Unfortunately this trip took a turn I would have never expected. So when I did this acid it was on a weekday and my parents weren't home. I tried to thoroughly prepare for this trip and get everything I needed in my room before my parents got home. I took the acid and shortly after decided to order food. By the time the food arrived I was already feeling somewhat strong effects from the acid and starting getting my first visuals. After an awkward encounter with the delivery guy I went upstairs but I had a glass coke bottle and needed to open it, so this lead to me trying to find the bottle opener for about 30 minutes while getting constantly side tracked.

Before I could find it I heard the garage door opening and slight panic ensued. I went upstairs and to my room before my parents got inside. After this I attempted to listen to music but once again kept getting sidetracked, so I decided I'd just lay down. After this I blacked out and went into psychosis so this part of the story was told to me by a friend who I was on facetime with at the time. Apparently I kept repeating "we should get the acid pack" over and over again occasionally being interrupted by laughter. I then went into continuous thought loops and then started destroying my room. My friend recalls hearing glass breaking while I psychotically broke into more thought loops.

After this the call ended and I woke up in the middle of the night still heavily tripping. My room was pitch black and all I could see was something that looked like a mix of a net and spiderwebs covering my floor. My bed was entirely stripped of its covers and I had no idea where my phone or clothes were or what had happened. At first I assumed I had blacked out and fell asleep, but I didn't put too much other thought into that since I was still heavily tripping. I then went into the bathroom and saw that my face had a cut on it, which in reality was very small but when I was tripping it looked a lot bigger.

I layed down on the bathroom floor for probably about ten minutes and while I was walking back into my room the bathroom light revealed what truly happened while I was blacked out. My room was entirely destroyed but it was the middle of the night so I just went to bed. I woke up to a completely destroyed room.
I woke up to a completely destroyed room.
My floor was covered in everything from the desk drawers and closet, broken glass, boxes of triple c and benadryl that I had hidden, and even dents in the wall from what I think was from a mug being thrown. There was blood on the walls and my mattress, which I conveniently took the sheets off of before I bled on it. I then depressingly cleaned up my room and spent the day recovering from my horrifying trip.

My theory for why this happened is it was either triggered by mental illness or weed, because I smoked a bit while coming up. Either way, I'm probably gonna refrain from doing acid ever again, or at least doing a dose as high as that. I have no idea how my parents managed to sleep through that and how I didn't get caught, but I'm mainly just glad that the psychosis didn't last too long.

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 113839
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 17
Published: Aug 18, 2025Views: Not Supported
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