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Dark Trip
Methoxphenidine
by Homelesshero
Citation:   Homelesshero. "Dark Trip: An Experience with Methoxphenidine (exp108043)". Erowid.org. Mar 6, 2016. erowid.org/exp/108043

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
50 mg insufflated Methoxphenidine (powder / crystals)
  T+ 0:45 0.5 g smoked Cannabis  
  T+ 1:30 50 mg insufflated Methoxphenidine (powder / crystals)
  T+ 0:00   sublingual Cannabis  

BODY WEIGHT: 57 kg


Healthy male previous drug experience MXP MPA MDMA LSD ketamine heroin crack cocaine cocaine powder amphetamine mushrooms benzos and many spice products nutmeg ritalin various legal products. Used in my bedroom with headphones and cannabis 1g

00:00 50mg insufflated
Nice warm opiate feeling a slight visual perception change within ten minutes
00:15 music appreciation is good on scale with MDMA 25mg insufflated
00:45 a definite trip when allowed to disassociate 1:00 smoked cannabis 500mg
1:15 very blasted visuals and warm feeling this compound was meant to be mixed with weed

1:30 50mg insufflated hit time to stop time perception shot arms legs and extremities numb, disconnected

1:45 laboured breathing on higher doses similar to feeling from spice products and opiates but not too overwhelming (for people inexperienced in these areas can cause panic attacks but don't fuck's sake don't do that just breath through it... I survived everything from controlled breathing)

2:00 hit peak listened to ambient drum and bass

2:15 very good insight journeys flashbacks of long-lost memories before my parents split up and from my childhood. Which are vivid and easy to remember

2:30 realise society has become a lackey of egotistic capitalist bureaucrats concentrating on perfecting profit margins and shitting on the little man and believe my generation has the most messed up morals and future set for us

2:45am shadow people are here as I was typing I saw my ps2 standby button become two eyes with steaming nostrils and they blinked (had many hallucinations and shadow people before but was one of the most vivid and unsettling ones)

5am starting to mellow out a bit still not tired still hallucinating mildly painful urination and distinct smell of chemicals

5:30 eat full course don't feel much more sober just less nauseous

6 am smoke cannabis bongs 300mg

6:20 am back to the wonderland I notice it has a social magic aspect mainly a very good sense of humour ego death witty jokes on point conversations and empathy (makes me act weirdly on the same ratio as MDMA does) like mowing the lawn at 6.35am on a Tuesday morning with elderly neighbours in bed and I seem to see no issues with that until the morning (lol)

7.30am showered and ready to go sleep but can also stay awake if I want to after effects still very mild visuals very mild music appreciation more of a harsher afterglow than k (feel hungover when waking up for a hour)

Aftermath: no unusual dreams but vivid memories about childhood had painful urination untill rehydrated

Dehydration, shallow, controlled breathing (May cause panic attack), urination discomfort (possible toxicity?), long duration, dark trip if trying to suppress bad memories, not for daily use: long terms, brain damage, memory lapses, urinary discomfort, psychosis, addiction=use at frequency of once a week no more

May the creator have the. Novel peace price

prefer it over ketamine or pcp never will go back

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 108043
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18 
Published: Mar 6, 2016Views: 2,740
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