DOSE: T+ 0:00	2 hits	sublingual	LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 0:40		smoked	Cannabis
T+ 1:00	~50 mg		Methoxetamine
T+ 1:15	~50 mg		Methoxetamine
T+ 1:15		smoked	Cannabis
T+ 8:30	repeated	oral	Alcohol

BODY WEIGHT:

140 lb

I left the dose blank intentionally because it was difficult to explain. I had an uncut 10 strip (ten doses) and had to hand cut it into ten same size portions. I thought I did pretty well at making them all the same size, although I was worried because a couple times I had slightly prolonged contact to the strip so I'm almost sure I absorbed some through my skin. And the reason I say that is from just how strong the trip was, although it could've been a number of other things as well. The mix of what I took, or the setting I was in, who knows.

----00-00 Anyway, I took two tabs of the strip I cut and placed them under my tongue. I'll go ahead and note now that I'm a heavy pot smoker and was smoking pretty frequently throughout.

--00--40 After about 30/45 minutes I swallowed the paper bits that were left. I started playing music and smoking a joint and just kinda letting it kick in. It felt pretty amazing already, the music began to sound incredible.

--1--00 I felt now was a good time to go ahead and do some of the mxe I had. I had done mxe many times before this so I have a slight tolerance to it. Again it could be this mxe and lsd combination that is just so potent but I'm not sure. I did about 50mg and gave it about 10/20 minutes then did another 50mg.

I want to mention now. In retrospect I should've been way more careful with these dosings.

I'll take a second to touch on the setting I was in. I was with some friends earlier when I dosed but now, I was alone in my house. A very comfortable place to me, but now alone nonetheless. I was sitting on the couch in my living room on my phone still listening to music, smoking another joint. At some point during this the tv I had on in the background was stuck on my cable providers support screen. The cable had went out. Now I'm someone who is really used to having background noise. Even with headphones in, it was slightly unsettling to not have tv to glance at. I ignored it still though.

I was incredibly entertained by flipping through super high definition pictures of colorful pictures on my phone. The visuals from the lsd were coming on quick, most likely from the mxe. I glanced up from my phone to notice that the textured materials on my walls were dripping and flying around in an incredible pattern. I looked down at my carpet which was also covered by an incredible grid pattern of flowing lines. I saw the cable was still out and at this point it felt like hours went by and the cable should've been back by now...nope my phone said only minutes had went by.

A flurry of thoughts flew through my head. About the world and life and death, equality and the cycles we go through and just an unimaginable amount of thoughts. I can vividly remember saying out loud that its a tragedy that people with IQ's over 130 wouldn't do this drug. It was incredible. I was making comparisons to the drug NZT from the movie limitless.

I got up to fix the cable that was still out after what seemed like forever, unpluging it then plugging it back it. I looked up, the walls designs were still spinning amazingly, I wondered if I could touch it, this spinning beautiful material. I got closer and closer to the wall, and reached out to touch the wall. My hand sunk into the pattern, somehow it had depth, I was so confused. I jerked my hand back and then checked the floor to see if it would do the same. And it didn't, the pattern twirled around my hand and morphed. Also there was this crazy light that appeared like it was above my head. Like a personal sun floating above me, but every time I looked up it followed my head so I could never look up enough to see it there. It was such an odd feeling. I looked back up and the tv still wasn't working and my mind was still racing. I gave up and decided to sit back down.

This is where things got scary, I looked back at the clock on my phone and say that again only mere minutes had went by. I tried to find something to take my minds attention. A YouTube or something, but nothing was working my mind just was constantly racing, and at the back of it was this odd paranoia feeling. The visuals kept getting more intense
I was getting a bit worried now, with memories of my fingers touching the strip early crossing my mind I got more and more worried.

I'm sure you can see where this is going. MXE is a dissaciotiave known for giving out of body feelings, well I was feeling this heavily. I felt like I didn't have a body or something. Meanwhile my mind is still racing. Pondering life and death and the world. Again I looked at the tv which was still not working. It felt like I had repeated this cycle 100 times. I sat down almost panicked and decided to roll another joint to try and calm me. It gave me a task which helped me clear my mind. But once I was done smoking, it was back to the problem, the tv still wasn't working. Again I felt stuck in a cycle. Like I had been only doing these things for hours.

--2--00 it had been maybe an hour since the mxe dose, but felt like 12. I stood up but this time it felt like I left my body behind, I opened my front door. The world was an oil painting, but the artist was still mixing colors. Trees were weaving into each other, street lights were projecting incredible beams of this energy, I closed the door back. The out of body feeling, paranoia, the heavy visuals, mind racing, time standing still and the crazy light above my head, all these inputs were combining in my head and all I could think was, what if I overdosed...

I was still alone at the time. I first convinced myself that was stupid and forget about it but, lsd had other plans. Time just wouldnt move. I didn't know what to do.

Well then to the rescue comes my mom. She saw me in the living room and I attempted to explain that I was tripping. My mom was also annoyed by the cable outage bored with nothing to do. So we tried to hook up a dvd player in the living room to watch a movie. I was still pretty paranoid at this time. I was still thinking I could be dead, of an overdose right now. What if this is a dream, the afterlife? What is this?

My mom was trying to hook up cords in the back of the tv to plug in the dvd player. All I could think was thank god for background noise. But then I hear... 'what the hell its not right...Wtf its not working...what's wrong with it' I was standing next to my mom when she said that. But still I felt that out of body feeling, like I was still on the couch. I instantly thought what if she's talking about me...I'm not working. What's wrong, he's dead, resuscitation isn't working!!!! Omg I'm fucking dead..I put my hand on my moms arm and swayed back and closed my eyes. I asked my mom the only words that could even come out at the time 'am I ok'? My mom just said yea..you look fine.

I realized that I was stupid and that was simply how powerful the trip was right then. I sat back down and my mom had pointed out that I could've just used my xbox to play a movie...I was fucking blown away. The idea didn't even occor to me. I felt so stupid and embarrassed. Meanwhile the insane visuals were still going on.

--3-00 From this point on it was a lot more relaxing and happy. All of that took place in one fourth of the whole trips time. Sitting around for the next six hours watching incredible visuals laughing my ass off at every joke in every movie was pretty nice.

I started drinking around 8/9 hours into the trip knowing that it would be the only way for me to get to sleep later. Being drunk with double vision while tripping that hard was pretty...well pretty the visuals were indescribable.

I still, days after, can't believe I thought I was dead. I can't even believe that concept happening to someone, but at any rate I enjoyed it, somehow. I left out a lot. I feel like it would take years and a lot more pages to describe the whole thing.

Exp Year: 2015	ExpID: 105625
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: May 19, 2026	Views: Not Supported
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