Review Erowid at GreatNonprofits.org
Help us be a 2020 "Top Rated Nonprofit", and spread accurate info
about psychoactive drugs, health, culture, & policies.
("Share Your Story" link. Needs quick account creation but doesn't verify contact info)
Jumping Back and Forth Between Timestrings
Brugmansia & Cannabis
by shamaniacal
Citation:   shamaniacal. "Jumping Back and Forth Between Timestrings: An Experience with Brugmansia & Cannabis (exp105624)". Erowid.org. Jan 27, 2018. erowid.org/exp/105624

 
DOSE:
  repeated smoked Brugmansia (leaves)

BODY WEIGHT: 80 kg


I started by oven drying 12 flowers under 100C. Then when they were dry enough to grind I ground some up with some cannabis, which I smoked in a small wooden pipe.

At first it had no effect. Not that I noticed anyway. About 2 hours later, I saw a woman in red with black hair in my kitchen, and thought nothing of it, and went back to drawing. Then I kind of clicked, my nanna and I were the only ones that lived there. So I looked up at the woman in red in the kitchen, and she ducked behind the bench and when I went into the kitchen, she was gone. I decided it had taken effect, and I wanted to redose to see how far it could take me. I smoked about 5-6 bongs, and my vision went.. Well strange. Have you ever seen dyslexia in cartoons? How the letters seem to swim around each other? I couldn't type, on pc or phone, I couldn't recognise letters or words, and I started to get really stressed.

I had no cannabis left, so I decided to try and scrape the resin from inside my pipe and smoke that. When I tried, the hole became an oval, almost like an eyeball. And I could turn the pipe in any direction, and the oval remained flat/squished in the same part. It became really frustrating because I 'needed' to get high, and relieve some anxiety but just couldn't do ANYTHING.

So I went to have a shower in the hopes it would wear off, and someone (again, only my nanna and I live there) kept coming in through the locked door somehow
someone (again, only my nanna and I live there) kept coming in through the locked door somehow
and trying to shave while I was in the bottom of the shower. At first I didn't realise, then I kept having mini panic attacks, because this person would turn around to look at me, and they were shaving off their skin, like peeling a potato.

I went back to my bed (comfort zone) and decided to put on a movie, OZ the great and powerful. I blinked once, and was instantly in the middle of high school, talking VERY vividly to a friend (living in a memory from about 8 years ago) and then I started to question whether I was really in school, and if all my psychedelic experiences were just a day dream in school. I started to convey this to a friend, and he said 'WHY ARE YOU AT SCHOOL, YOU DONT HAVE YOUR BAG'. I looked down, and my bag was gone.

Then I turned back to him, and asked 'Am I really here?' he looked at me like I offended him, and started speaking. I don't remember what he said, but then I blinked again, and I was back in my bed, and about two seconds had passed in the movie. I decided this was reality, and that anything else that happens after this is just in my head. Unfortunately, I blinked again a few seconds later, and was teleported to wellington city, trying to score some dope (another memory from when I was blackout drunk about 2 years ago).

I overdosed, and died, and was found. I saw my 'friends and family' at my funeral, I remember being in the morgue, and it was so cold and hard in there. Being dead felt like a salvia trip.

I blinked and came back to reality again, but I was no longer in bed, I was outside in the garden staring at cacti when my vision of this world came back. I went inside and hopped back in bed, where I proceeded to tell my partner that she doesn't exist, and that any moment I will blink and wake up. I kept telling her she really doesn't exist, and that the only reason she's here is a manifestation of the negativities that plague my life in the real world. She left me, we haven't spoken since that 6-day datura thing (12 brugmansia flowers smoked over the course of 5-6 days). Not to say I miss her, hahahah I honestly preferred that 6 day 'trip' to our entire relationship.

So, the moral of the story is, I kept forgetting I'd taken the plant, almost like the plant itself was wiping my memory of such a plant ever existing in the first place.

Exp Year: 2014ExpID: 105624
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 22 
Published: Jan 27, 2018Views: 1,282
[ View as PDF (for printing) ] [ View as LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Switch Colors ]
Brugmansia (84) : Combinations (3), Entities / Beings (37), Multi-Day Experience (13), General (1), Alone (16)

COPYRIGHTS: All reports are copyright Erowid and you agree not to download or analyze the report data without contacting Erowid Center and receiving permission first.
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the individual authors who submit them.
Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.


Experience Vaults Index Full List of Substances Search Submit Report User Settings About Main Psychoactive Vaults