DOSE:

1 hit

smoked

Salvia divinorum

(extract - 10x)

BODY WEIGHT:

60 kg

I've always been interested in psychedelics, so salvia met me. I've tried the leaves en the 5 x extract and both gave me a controllable and pleasant trip. Then I bought the 10 x extract. closed the door and lie down on bed, filled a pipe with 1/10 of a gram of the extract.

I lit the pipe and inhaled! Next thing, I feel the room become a rolling energies flow, I feel the world becoming a rolling energies flow, the flow is trying to roll over me to make me become one with the flow, so there is no me and the rolling energies flow no more. It hurts to uncome the thing I am. I'm struggling because I want to be the individual I am. I scream: I don't' know how this works'... After a while struggling, I feel there is no use to do so. So I let go.

I have the feeling I am pushed flat, I know it is impossible to do so without dying, so this was my live. I am halve way through, I hear people encouraging me to come through on the other side. At that time the rolling energie flow becomes less and I can stand up. I turn around and see in a distance my own room with bed and so on. I want to say goodbye to that world so I walk back for the last time. This really felt like a choice. I walk back and look at my body, I am surprised i don't see no blood or other physical injuries, because I was flatten out a few seconds ago.

I walk to a mirror and I was assuming to see some kinda freaked out image but saw my own healthy sane face, I was surprised again. Note that this is a description on my trip. There was no person who was experiencing what I described, but it felt like a reality. I found out that a birth and dieing come with the same feeling. At the time I let go I was ready to die, and there was a feeling of rebirth into a other place. The trip probably had a duration of 10 minutes but felt much longer, this report is a description of the things what is describable, the energies what was rolling over me was filled with everything what was, that everything could be felt, but without the images of a normal memory.

salvia is way stronger then a human soul.

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 72303
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jan 21, 2020	Views: 65
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