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E Allowed Me to Explore My Sexuality
MDMA (Ecstasy)
by Respondent 37
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Citation:   Respondent 37. "E Allowed Me to Explore My Sexuality: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy) (exp97024)". Jul 23, 2012.

  oral MDMA

Using E has done a tremendous amount for me. There is no greater feeling for me than the one I get from taking a pill. It has helped make me more self-confident while I'm rolling, and even when I haven't taken a pill.

I'm a 23 year old female who since early high school has been a little curious about her sexuality. I had a same sex experience in high school, but not again until recently when I E'd. (Actually, the last couple of times I've taken it.) I am not a lesbian, I guess if I had to classify I would say I'm Bisexual. But the E has helped me explore those feelings I have for women, and I was lucky enough to share it with a good friend of mine, and some male friends of ours too. I am so relieved to have finally come to terms with the fact that I like women, and I really doubt I would've had the confidence or esteem to approach a female before.

I have had some of my favorite experiences while I was Eing, and the impact it has made on my life is tremendous. I recommend use of Ecstasy (not excessively!!) to anyone and everyone who can open themselves to the feelings they contain deep inside them. I believe if you are willing and open, you will experience a wonderful positive thing on E. And if you pay deep attention to the way you feel, you CAN use these feelings to assist yourself everyday.

23yr old Female Accounting Major in the USA

Exp Year: 1999ExpID: 97024
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 23 
Published: Jul 23, 2012Views: 3,368
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MDMA (3) : Sex Discussion (14), Retrospective / Summary (11), Unknown Context (20)

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