2C-P - Erowid Exp - 'Descent into Madness'

Descent into Madness

2C-P

Citation: john. "Descent into Madness: An Experience with 2C-P (exp96017)". Erowid.org. Sep 13, 2012. erowid.org/exp/96017

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DOSE:

14 mg

insufflated

2C-P

BODY WEIGHT:

150 lb

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I had been up for most of the day working, and wanted to try 2c-p that night.

12:00 AM: My friend and I insufflated our doses and relaxed for around thirty minutes, with the onset involving distorted, wavy visuals and color changes.

1:00 AM: We decide to go for a walk, talking about abstract concepts and trying to enjoy ourselves. We explore our campus, walking around buildings. Deciding to take a risk, we hop a fence into a construction site and explore it, climbing up ladders and enjoying the view and immense scale of the building work.

3:00 AM: My friend and I come back and hang out for a while, where an existential crisis takes hold of me. The crisis escalates and I tell my friend I’m going home to sleep.

3:20 AM: I walk around talking aloud to myself, trying to calm myself down unsuccessfully. The distorted visuals are very intense and uncomfortable, with red and green colors being predominate. I convince myself that I’m a bad person, unfit for life, and that I’m going to die no matter what. I begin vomiting violently (from the drug or from my panic, I’m not sure), and unsuccessfully try to get comfortable to die in my sleep.

4:00 AM: Sound are frightening; the AC and computer are demonic sounding, and I become more and more insane. I turn off the lights since they hurt my eyes, and desperately want to die sooner rather than persist in this descent into hell. I take a razor and slit my throat, aiming for the jugular veins on both sides of my neck.

9:00 AM: The rest of the night is more calm, but still nightmarish. I’m not in my right mind still, and call an ambulance to seek care. Overall, a lot of mistakes were made; I definitely would have a trip sitter for this drug, since the experience is so dose dependant.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 96017
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Sep 13, 2012	Views: 86
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