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HIGH Expectations Not Met
Mushrooms
Citation:   blactin. "HIGH Expectations Not Met: An Experience with Mushrooms (exp95080)". Erowid.org. Aug 27, 2020. erowid.org/exp/95080

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DOSE:
    Mushrooms
BODY WEIGHT: 110 lb
I was hoping to fly into outer space. Go to the heavens and see something that was born of god ( not literally but equivocally).

The shrooms I took didn't make me hallucinate and I wasn't entertained enough to have a good time.
On a very important side note, well several actually; I have anxiety, disconnection issues, self hatred, and a yearning for things I know not of.

Although my trip wasn't what I expected, it wasn't traumatizing. Now that I am not afraid of the mushrooms I can try again.
On the other hand, acid... I'll have to wait a while until I can brace myself with that.

Exp Year: 2011ExpID: 95080
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Aug 27, 2020Views: 62
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Mushrooms (39) : First Times (2), Depression (15), Unknown Context (20)

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