DOSE:

12.5 mg

oral

4-AcO-DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

150 lb

Last night my boyfriend and I finally tried 4-aco-DMT. We took it (around 10-15 mg) at about 2 am right before we finished watching a Woman in Black which I have come to realize was a horrible idea to watch a scary movie before trying it. Although the drug did not kick in until about 45 minutes later when we were laying in bed watching Star Wars episode 4.

At first everything was fine, and hilarious. The colors in the movie were brilliant and it was awesome until the scene where Luke starts to watch the hologram of princess Leia when I started to freak out because and I quote ' I can't handle thing, the future, I can't handle it.'' then I was fine until Luke and Obi Wan are in the bar on Tattoine all the different aliens in there started to freak me the fuck out and I started just having a panic attack.

After my boyfriend turned it off I was seemingly better, for a little while that is. I started to feel super sick like I was going to explode from every end and suddenly everything became evil. I do not quite remember everything but from what I do, at one point my boyfriend kept trying to get me to go outside because the world looked beautiful and I kept telling him I couldn't handle it but since he kept persisting that I go outside with him I started to freak out and I curled into a little ball and cried for what felt like forever, for those of you who have seen Howl's Moving Castle a lot of the night I felt like him when Sophie messes with his bathroom and he has his hair turned red.

Also at one point I looked at my boyfriend and kept telling him that he was evil since his pupils were extremely dilated and also the fact that he was wearing a red shirt was freaking me out. I called him Satan and also kept telling him 'You're not my Boyfriend'.

Furthermore I kept feeling like I was sick, super sick like I was going to vomit everywhere or something. I kept going into the bathroom to see if I was going to throw up and I gagged several times. At one point I could have sworn that I threw up, though my boyfriend assures me that I did not.

The bathroom was evil to me as well. I kept looking in the mirror and seeing my head shrink while I was trying to focus on my face. I even got in the shower at one point and felt like I was in the trash compactor on the death star. Part of my experience was totally and completely terrifying.

Though once the sun started to rise all the evil went away. We opened the window and watched the sunrise and the squirrels play and the world was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Everything was beautiful from hair follicles and dressers to the curtains on the window and the pine trees. I saw colors that I didn't even know existed.

I felt like I was stuck in tim burton's alice in wonderland. Everything had so much detail and so many different colors. In result at the end I felt I was stuck in a combination of different movies...
1. I kept thinking I was in a variety of Hayo Miyazaki films.
2. I felt like a cartoon from Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs.
3. Almost any Tim Burton film.
4. Enchanted, I felt like the birds were cartoons and singing to me.

Also I had an extreme fascination with my hands.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 94978
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Mar 19, 2018	Views: 1,045
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