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The Final Maddening Space btwn Life and Death
AM-2201
by i hate cannabinoids
Citation:   i hate cannabinoids. "The Final Maddening Space btwn Life and Death: An Experience with AM-2201 (exp94563)". Erowid.org. Jan 23, 2012. erowid.org/exp/94563

 
DOSE:
  oral AM-2201 (cookie / food)

BODY WEIGHT: 180 lb


I've at this point read several posts online about an 'overdose' of AM-2201. I am going to share my experience of a large dose of AM-2201 and my journey to the final maddening space between life and death.

I ate two brownies of what I now know to be a very potent batch of AM-2201 brownies. At first I was feeling wonderful but about 2 and a half hours after dosing things began going south. I laid down and got off my computer to try to let myself sleep it off... Or just trip out. The intensity began to build and I felt shocks build around my body. I started to believe I would soon have a panic attack if I let go... So my mind was trying to hold onto life as much as possible. As the trip deepened I began to hear my conscious separate from the rest of my mind. I began experiencing maddening thoughts between do something and don't. I began to believe I was dying and no matter what I did or told myself there was no way to stop my death... I overdosed on a powerful cannabinoid and it was what I deserved after all. I began envisioning life and death and my conscious was telling me that I had no chance to survive and negated anything positive I could yell myself. My body began to shut down or so it seemed but I strived with all my being to live. My conscious voice began telling me that no matter what I did, it would result in death.

Back and forth I went and after almost 3 hours. I started FINALLY coming out of the bad trip. I managed to turn the TV on and get back on my computer to finish the NFC championship game. Almost 12 hours later my ego is shattered, destroyed, raped, and murdered. I can't believe I survived and would never wish anyone to experience this type of trip with AM-2201 or anything else for that matter. Yesterday I was trying to think of something so awesome it's actually terrible... This trip is that. Luckily I've been listening to UNKLE or I'd be in shambles still.

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 94563
Gender: Not Specified 
Age at time of experience: 20 
Published: Jan 23, 2012Views: 8,100
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