Citation: karika. "I Didn't Want It To End: An Experience with Methylone (exp93379)". Erowid.org. Aug 25, 2017. erowid.org/exp/93379
The only drug experience I've had were with cannabis and benzos. I used to smoke weed almost every night with my cousins, but I hated it. I always felt anxious, paranoid, and just terrible. I live with my boyfriend now, and he had recently experimented with MDMA and had a great time. We had also tried Vicodin, Valium, and Xanax. I've never really gotten high from Vicodin, I didn't have a good time on Valium, but the Xanax was amazing. I got an incredible body high and just felt really happy on it. We recently acquired two capsules of Methylone, and we decided to take them on separate days, so as to moderate each other and keep safety from being an issue. My boyfriend rolled the day before me and he loved it, but being a little more inexperienced, I was still nervous for mine. However, when it came time, I swallowed my pill and waited. Feeling a strong mixture of both excitement and nervousness, I began my first roll on Methylone.
+0:00 (4:20 PM) - I told myself that I would wait until 4:30 on the dot to take the Methylone, but my nervousness gets the better of me. My boyfriend is in the middle of telling me that I can take it whenever I want when I swallow the pill with some water. I've been drinking water constantly for the last hour and have also just eaten. Preparing myself, I lay down on the bed and put one of my favorite bands on to listen to. I wait.
+0:10 - I start to feel what I can only describe as 'something.' It's very subtle, not fully-formed, but I can tell that it's going to grow very fast.
+0:20 - I become more distinctly aware of my heartbeat. This used to be one of the things that freaked me out about weed, but somehow, the palpitations now just feel comforting. I'm also having a sort of 'out-of-body' type feeling, like everything has grown far away from me. I drink some water and swallowing feels strange. I report the feelings to my boyfriend, who very calmly tells me that it will probably feel like that for a little bit longer and that I shouldn't panic. I don't feel panicky in the slightest, though. I feel a very strange sense of calm, it's really very beautiful.
+0:30 - At the thirty minute mark, I take note that the music I'm listening to me has me feeling very comforted. Everything around me feels accelerated. My heart is beating fast, but it feels nice. It feels nice to be alive. I feel incredibly happy and I can't wait until the come-up is over and I really start to roll. Also, very suddenly, my head feels heavy, but it's nice. It feels as if something is sitting on top of it, like a little kitten or something.
+0:45 - I have a strong urge to hug my boyfriend. I cuddle with him, basking in the feeling of his arms around me. It feels amazing and I want more. We kiss and it feels great, almost better than it usually does. I tell him that I love him, which he replies that he loves me too, and I feel abundantly joyful. It's beautiful.
+1:00 - I start to feel vaguely paranoid. I feel nauseous and dizzy, which causes me to get up and use the bathroom. I look in the mirror, noticing that my pupils are very dialated and my eyes are glassy. I go to lay down on the bed again. I'm slightly aware that I feel the need to swallow more than usual. I suddenly become scared that my throat will close up or something, but this fear only lasts a brief moment before I am returned to bliss. At this point, I feel mostly afraid that the high will wear off soon. I really don't want this to end anytime soon.
+1:10 - I'm definitely rolling now. I hug my boyfriend again and become extremely sexually aroused. I am a very sexual person normally, but I am also a very nervous person normally, so I usually don't come onto my boyfriend, at least not this strongly. He tells me to try to calm down because I'm breathing hard and practically humping him off the bed. I hold onto him and try to calm down, at least for his sake. He's looking up something on the computer, I assume about Methylone and sex or something like that. I somehow manage to peel myself away from him and lay down on the bed, trying to be calm and obedient.
+1:20 - 1:50 - My boyfriend and I have sex. The Methylone makes it feel almost distinctly different. I do everything I can to push us closer, to feel him as if we were one person. All I want is to be close to the person that I love and to make him as happy as I am. Everything feels beautiful, especially as we finish. All of my senses are heightened. I'm adoring every single moment. The only negative of this is that I am constantly clenching my jaw, which causes me to grind my teeth and almost definitely chip a tooth. I don't mind too much, though, because it seems that I literally can't be worried by anything at the moment.
+2:00 - I take a shower. The water feels nice, but I want to get out as soon as possible. I can definitely feel the effects starting to go down, but I wish they wouldn't.
+2:10 - 4:30 - My boyfriend and I watch a very long movie. I feel a little bad at first, because it's one of my favorite movies, but he seems to be finding it a little boring. He tells me that it's all right, though. We cuddle and watch the movie, and a little less than halfway through, I feel normalacy take it's place over me.
The rest of the night was just one big wind-down. I laid in bed and felt a distinct afterglow. I felt tired, but not sleepy. All I wanted to do was lay there and reflect. The afterglow made me feel very peaceful and lovely. I dozed off at some point while my boyfriend was playing video games. I woke up as he came to bed. We cuddled, joked around with each other, and talked about old television shows until we both passed out. And I can almost guarantee that I fell asleep with a smile on my face from my amazing roll on Methylone.
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