Citation: Lyra R.. "The Masculine MDMA: An Experience with Methylone (exp91594)". Erowid.org. Aug 31, 2016. erowid.org/exp/91594
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Okay this report might not be as articulate as I would like because I am stil slightly feeling the methylone. It is very hard to concentrate because I'm having an extremely therapeutic conversation with my boyfriend. I have tried to write this report several times, but my a.d.d. has gotten the best of me. Anyway's I will do my best to explain my amazing experience.
On a side note I tried methylone once before, but the experience of methylone was masked by a lot of other chemicals I consumed, so I didn't feel like I really experienced the clean effect of methylone on its own.
I started the methylone today.
2:30 pm.- My boyfriend and I were at his house which is on the beach. I took the first dose nasally. I snorted about 100 mg. My boyfriend snorted 100 mg as well. We were so disgusted by the taste that we decided it would be smarter to put the powder into gel capsules. I took two gel caps about 10 minutes after snorting the first 100 mg. One of the gel caps was filled with 200 mg of methylone. The other gel cap I took was filled with 300 mg. I didn't feel anything but a slight body load, my heart was racing faster I felt a little sick to my stomach, but that went away very quickly.
600 mg. of methylone is considered a very high dose, so it hit me very quickly. I immediately payed more attention to the trance music we had on in my boyfriend's room. I felt my hair whip around my neck as I was dancing, and it felt like silk against my skin.
My body felt extremely light, and flowed easily with every step that I took. I ended up walking down the stairs where my boyfriend and his cousin were chatting. I didn't know what else to do with myself so I plopped myself down on a stool. I put my head down, and started rubbing my hands over my face. This was overwhelmingly euphoric. I was sitting there for about 10 minutes enjoying this until my boyfriend's cousin asked me if I was okay. I replied 'I feel amazing', and 'I feel like I am made of rainbows'. This overwhelmingly euphoric sensation went on for about 15 more minutes until I started to plateau. My boyfriend and I went back upstairs. He decided to swallow a 300 mg. gel capsule because he was only feeling a threshold dose.
3:00 pm- The coming up part of methylone was indistinguishable to me compared to the coming up feeling of MDMA. The plateau is when I started to notice the differences between the two. I called methylone the 'masculine' version of MDMA because methylone is much more intellectual. Not only that, but I wanted to accomplish more. I wanted to think, write, communicate, stretch, and draw at the same time.
I wanted to think, write, communicate, stretch, and draw at the same time.
On MDMA I feel like I am slowly just melting into a euphoric puddle. Also on MDMA I do not have as much motivation to get up and move around. My boyfriend and I watched a couple psychedelic videos on youtube to see if there were any subtle psychedelic effects such as tracers. There were no noticeable tracers, but we absolutely felt a mood lift from watching the morphing, colorful designs while trance music was still playing in the background.
4:30 pm- My boyfriend and I were communicating very easily as the plateau was very steady. It was very difficult for us to articulate ourselves well using proper vocabulary. We were communicating on a very, very emotional plain. Even though a lot of the conversations we had were not very linear, and quite hard to follow. We were still listening to each other with extreme interest and understood the emotional tone of the words we were sharing more so than our actual diction choice.
5:30 We both were starting to feel a very slow and steady come down, so we both redosed, and swallowed 200 mg. gel capsules each.
6:00 My boyfriend and I decided that this was an extremely communicative substance. This would greatly benefit couples who need to rekindle their relationship, or work out communication problems. On this high dose of methylone it was very easy to forget simple words, as well as verbalize thoughts that seem very clear. We both noticed a significant ego-loss which probably contributed to us not being aggravated with each other for CONSTANTLY losing train of thought.
Personally I benefited therapeutically from methylone just as much as with MDMA. I think methylone is a much better substance to use with a couple close friends at home, the ego loss seems much more apparent in methylone, and I think it would be very overwhelming to be at a rave/rager/big party. MDMA is definitely the 'wild party girl.' and methylone is her 'soft spoken trippy brother.'
Last note- Towards the coming down period my joints were very sore, I had horrible hand eye, eye foot coordination. I felt the eye wiggles several times through out the experience, but I believe this is due to the high dose I was on. The day after I felt very weak, and lethargic, but nothing out of the ordinary.
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