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I Hope This Does Not Last Forever
MDMA (Ecstasy) & Alcohol
Citation:   DN1984. "I Hope This Does Not Last Forever: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy) & Alcohol (exp88059)". Erowid.org. Jun 29, 2021. erowid.org/exp/88059

  repeated oral Alcohol
  0.5 tablets oral MDMA
I took ecstacy a lot while in high school, and quit for sometime when I graduated. This halloween weekend, I took a trip to jackson, ms.

Upon arriving there, I met up with a couple of friends who were going to a football game and then a party. I went along for the ride. After the game, we started drinking. I started out with some beers and moved to some vodka shortly after. After a couple drinks, one of my buddys asked did I wanna pop some exstacy. It was a red superman that he had brought back from houston a week earlier. I had been arrested for possession of cannabis earlier that year and made to go to drug classes where I learned a lot of pma and other trashy drugs were passed off as mdma. Because of this I vowed to stay away from all pills. Well my decision making skills were completely thrown out of the window from the alcohol
my decision making skills were completely thrown out of the window from the alcohol
and I made the dumbest decision to go ahead and take my friend up on his offer and split the pill with him.

So we cut the pill in half with a razor blade and popped. About 30 minutes later I started feeling the effects. I started grinding my teeth and was bombarded with a feel good feeling. After about an hour and 15 minutes things started to go left. I could barely focus on anything, my eyes were rolling, and I just felt overwhelmed. Not overwhelmed like an anxious feeling but this high was too much for me to handle. All I could do was lay down close my eyes and try to sleep it off, although I could not go to sleep. So there I lay, eyes closed, sweating, and couldnt stop rubbing my face and listening to the conversations around me. I then started to feel guilty about things I have done in the past. Guilty about small things. Guilty about telling white lies that didnt hurt anyone.

About 4 hours later I felt the effects of the pill starting to subside. I could finally get up, and conversate with people. I could still feel it but it was nowhere as strong as it was earlier. I could now function whereas when I first took the pill I could do nothing but sweat and keep rubbing my face.

Today is nov 2, and I popped oct 30. I still feel the effects. I feel very dumb. I have trouble focusing. Trying to go to sleep is a very difficult task. I was suppose to submit some papers and assignments for class and I cant even stay focused enough to read my text book. I feel terrible and depressed. Staying still even seems to be difficult at times. Alcohol seems to bring back the 'rolling' feeling. I have never had these feelings for this long and I pray to god that they subside soon.

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 88059
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 26
Published: Jun 29, 2021Views: 710
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