DOSE: T+ 0:00	1 capsl	oral	MDMA
T+ 1:30	0.5 capsls	insufflated	MDMA

BODY WEIGHT:

220 lb

It was a cold Saturday night, and some friends and I came to the conclusion we wanted MDMA. We had planned this for two months, since the first time I had taken MDMA. We started asking around for it at 10:00 A.M., and unfortunatley no one could get it to us when we wanted it. We sat around praying we would get it before the nights end, as we drank and smoked a little bit of pot. We normally get wasted and fall asleep before 1:00 am. But this night I made us all make a deal that we would take it slow.

It paid off, and at 11:00 p.m. I had the MDMA in my hands. Six capsules between four of us. We all took one capsule each at 11:15 p.m. after we gave each other a hug, and made our silent prayer that nothing go wrong. After taking the MDMA, we walked towards McDonalds. After getting to McDonalds almost 40 minutes later, within 2 minutes of each other it started to hit us heavily. Two of our participants were first time users, and had no idea what to expect. The first person hit said 'Hey guys, I think its working.' as she had the largest smile I have ever seen on her face. She looked comforted, and at peace. We all sat down at a table together and we all spontaneously started holding hands. As we sat and giggled at each other with utter amazement, we decided to get out of the restaurant before we made a scene.

After leaving McDonalds, we went back to my house. We sat in around a large table with plenty of room, but all sat together loving the physical contact. An hour and 15 minutes in, we all seemed to peak, and looked at each other like we had known each other our entire lives. I smiled and said, 'I love you guys, and I do not care if it is the drugs speaking, but I want you guys to know that right now nothing else matters to me in this world but you guys.' As everyone looked back at me with a look of agreement and love, we all cuddled.

An hour and a half in, we broke out the other two capsules and snorted half a capsule each. Within ten minutes, we all were feeling each others skin, and giving each other soft kisses. It seemed as if we all were lovers without sex. We didn't need sex, all we needed was each others touch and words to take us over the edge. We sat for three hours just cuddling, kissing and rubbing. During my high, I felt as if the world around me had no boundries. As if I could kiss a total stranger, and they could just sense my unsexual love. My friend and I who I had a big crush on not too long before was one of the ones with me, and her and I sat and talked out the situation, and almost instantly, it no longer bothered me. I loved her for just being her, and I adored the fact that I had someone as awesome as her to be my friend. I loved her for her sense of humor, and her little quirks, not because of appearance.

The comedown was rough, and we all came down around the same time. At 3:00 a.m. was roughly the time I felt the come down. By 4:00 am, two people went to bed, and the new girl and I sat and talked for 2 hours. Even after the major contact high, I still felt loving, and nurturing. I slept with the new girl, and we both mentioned that we loved the fact we were both together, and felt as if we had connected better then lifelong friends in our 2 hour talk alone.

The next morning, we sat on the couch, and everyone said they felt a feeling that they couldn't fully describe. They said they didn't know what it was, but they felt incredibly happy, but mentally exhausted. From 9:00 am, and running on 3 hours of sleep I sat on the couch nestled in beside my friend, and just held hands. We knew it would have been weird had it not been for the MDMA, but we didn't care. We all loved each other no matter what had happened in the past.

Exp Year: 2010	ExpID: 83749
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: May 14, 2019	Views: 935
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