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Taking Time to Understand Myself
MDMA & Cannabis
Citation:   Chris. "Taking Time to Understand Myself: An Experience with MDMA & Cannabis (exp83019)". Erowid.org. Jun 24, 2018. erowid.org/exp/83019

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It was about 10 30 when I took my first dose of MDMA. I took half the powder up my nose to find it hurt worse then any other substance I have snorted. So I waited another 10 minutes before doing the rest. After I did the rest with in 5 minutes I realized how alive I felt. After another 10 minutes I realized how awake I was. After I realized how strong the effects of how good I acually felt I decided to smoke a bowl. After doing so tracers came about real strong I had to question my self if this was really extacy because I felt as if I was goin into a trip. But all the visuals included were tracers and still patterns at objects I looked at. Not to menchion colors seemed to be brighter. After awhile of not focusing on what I took and how its making me feel I realized how content I was. I felt purified in my mind, as if this is what I needed. It was a better understanding of my self and how I am. I was able to think my thoughts through and pin point what exackly is goin in life/reality. At this point its been 3 hours since I took my doses and I feel at peace with my self. For once I'm not worried about tommarow or the now, I am alright with every thing.

Exp Year: 2009ExpID: 83019
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Jun 24, 2018Views: 1,021
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MDMA (3), Cannabis (1) : General (1), Combinations (3), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Unknown Context (20)

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