Citation: bushdoc420. "Awareness and Loss of Everything: An Experience with 4-HO-MET (exp82420)". Erowid.org. Jan 23, 2011. erowid.org/exp/82420
as i write this i am just thinking that maybe i should't share this much emotion with everyone but here it is:
everything is so stimulating
breathtaking and intresting
this must be the feeling of birth
i'm nothing but myself
or are these thoughts just thoughts of an acid trip
is this really happening
or am i going to end
lust is something i dont and havent experienced in 100%
why am i writing this
what is the meaning
its just because its fucking niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
colours are just an imagination
everything is just in the mind
is what i set my eyes upon
can it really exist?
or is this just a hallusination?
the feeling of becoming one with myself
if that can even be described
is what i am experiensing
im in me
in my mind
this makes sence now
i can even touch the fucking question of existanse
who am i do i exist
does this reality i am tough to live with really exist?
or is it all in the mind?
what you believe in
not what you are tought to but REALLY believe
let it go free
does this make sence to an already tought mind
i have lost self awereness
everything is new
everything just comes
everything is like i am doing it for the first time
its raw material to my touch
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