Citation: CFXM. "Just an Amazing Thing: An Experience with Lorazepam (exp82382)". Erowid.org. Oct 19, 2020. erowid.org/exp/82382
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Well this all started after a car accident that I had it was bad and made me a little anxious and nervous so I was prescribed paxil and Ativan paxil to help with the depression and ativan to help with the nervousness.
-6pm: I decide that after trying the Ativan the day before that I wanted to try taking a little more then prescribed, I have the 1mg tabs and at this time I popped 3 of them.
-6:45pm: the effects are well noticed and have sorda plateaued well so I thought anyway, so I decide what the hell lets bump it up alot and took 7 more tabs not really thinking anything of it.
-7:20pm: Now I am really messed up my motor functions were severely inhibited everything was slow it was a lot like being really baked and half drunk at the same time yet strangely clear headed.
-7:35pm: I decide to see what little more it can do still not thinking anything of it I popped the last 5 I had and let them go to work for the next 25min
-8pm: Now things get a little strange I think the large amount of Ativan was working its magic as in I couldn't really focus and things started to change, now when I say things change I mean they really started to change. The walls started to have bright little orange lights moving thousands of km per hour, the really interesting thing was that I could touch the wall and they would go around me and I could never trap them.
So then I decided to go for a little walk threw the house all the furniture seemed to look like the walls it was like an orange matrix that's really what it looked like. So I keep walking and I get to the over look of the stairs in the house and I was looking at the stairs, now all the walls are orange but the floor was normal I don't know why. While I was looking at the stairs they looked as though they were folding in on themselves and getting really close to me and it creep ed me out.
I then turned around and was looking in the dark bathroom and saw some people (now it must have been playing a fantasy of sorts) it looked like a club still glowing orange bear in mind that there are no lights on and I lock myself in there. There were girls all over me I felt great I also managed to lose my pants and shirt and was fondling myself because I thought I was getting some.
Now after this it is hazy because I only remember getting back to my bedroom after that bathroom club scene, however I woke up 17hrs later slightly confused lol. I am also amazed I did not od on it since I have heard pf people since od on 3-5mg and I was triple that and if I would have had more I may have taken it not even thinking about it, all in all though an amazing experience and for some reason it felt as though I took a good look into my mind that day I know that seems strange but it is true I mean I may have been close to an OD but I didn't and I learned a lot about myself BUT!!!I seem to have a very high tolerance for meds.
Thanks for reading folks
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