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I Wasn't Prepared at All
MDMA, Alcohol - Hard & Caffeine
Citation:   Bretzim. "I Wasn't Prepared at All: An Experience with MDMA, Alcohol - Hard & Caffeine (exp79307)". Erowid.org. May 30, 2020. erowid.org/exp/79307

 
DOSE:
  repeated oral Alcohol - Hard  
    repeated oral Caffeine (liquid)
  1 capsl oral MDMA (powder / crystals)
    repeated smoked Tobacco - Cigarettes  
BODY WEIGHT: 80 kg
First Time MDMA [capsule/powder]

Well I tried if for my first time, very similar to all the effects put on your site, but thought id share my experience as well. I'm not really a thrill seeker, however alot of my mates enjoy 'booting' (dropping pills). I've tried E before
I've tried E before
, and have also railed a few lines of columbian, but nothing excessive.

The night I took MDMA I wasnt prepared at all, I was drinking stiff vodka/redbull's and had no intention of taking any drugs, especially with my girlfriend around. Things changed, a mate twisted my arm and I ended up taking a single capsule of what they called Mr.Strongs. I didnt feel anything for a solid 45 minutes - an hour. My cousin was at the party as well, little did I know he had dropped one too, randomly we started talking. It seemed like a casual conversation at first, but then it hit me how aggressively we were conversing (think it was about computers and salaries, geek shit as we are both in IT). Round about this time, when I realised the drug had officially kicked in I asked if he (my cousin) had taken one as well. I then told him I had taken an entire capsule, which is when he warned that I should only have taken half (hence the Mr.Strong). Suddenly I felt paranoid and asked him whether I should vomit it out, he said there was no point as it had already been digested. I had to make a decision then and there whether to go home, or just ride it out and try enjoy. Opted for the latter, and had one of the most amazing nights out. It cant really be compared to e as it def is more of a love drug. And wierdly I started confessing my love for my gf, which until that night had never mentioned the word.
I started confessing my love for my gf, which until that night had never mentioned the word.
This was around the time I fessed up to her and apologized, and then told her how much I loved her at the same time. Thing is I dont know if I do, but at the time I couldnt stop kissing her/telling her she means everything to me etc (this coming from a very emotionally locked up guy).

Anyway, the feeling was almost indescribable, very euphoric and at the same time you feel like life cannot get better than this. Strangely enough I was very perceptive, but only on the object I was focusing on, facial expressions etc. Other feelings I felt were of extreme jealousy if I saw my gf talking to another dude (no more than 6 feet away from me), never been jealous like that before. I didnt make a scene of it, but it was def out of the norm. Uh what else, being a smoker, I found smoking to be like pure oxygen, better than air. Mustve easily smoked two boxes that night.

I experienced the come down at a mates house, we were all just chilling in the lounge when it hit me. Suddenly I was not all cheerful, and told the missus it was time to head home. Was not a great feeling that. Next day wasnt bad, however I think my blood pressure was way down, wierd feeling and very tired, I guess thats the MDMA hangover. I did not feel depressed the next day but that may have been because the gf was around. When I took E for the first time I was extrememly depressed the next day, to the point of crying, but I was by myself then. Anyway, I found it hard to focus or find any motivation for the next few days at work.

MDMA is the best drug I've taken, its probably a little too good. If it didnt have the after effects such as lack of concentration etc I would probably do it again. Not sure if I will though.

Thats my 2 cents :)

Bret from Zimbabwe.

Exp Year: 2009ExpID: 79307
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: May 30, 2020Views: 571
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