DOSE:

1 bowl

smoked

Cannabis

BODY WEIGHT:

130 lb

I was at a party, and after not having smoked pot for a period of 3 months after daily use, I managed to inhale an entire bowl in one hit (choir lungs are great for smoking). A brief period of euphoria was shortly followed by a panic attack, something I had never experienced before. I told my ride we HAD to go, and after much discussion with friends, he took me home, along with two of his friends in the back.

It was snowing, and the roads were slick, which only added to my overall feeling of dread. They (the people in the car) understood that I was freaking out, but not that I was having a panic attack. They antagonized me to the point where I was screaming and begging for them to stop harassing me. The driver was bobbing his entire body forward and backwards and made remarks about his condition saying 'Am I driving OK? I think I am, but you know, what if I was wrong?'. The two friends of his in the back were screaming about how we were in a race car, going 90 miles per hour, remarking about how they thought they saw police cars, and etc.

After reaching home, I went directly to bed, and tried to fall asleep. Upon closing my eyes, I had visuals of cartoon faces, encouraging me to kill myself, for it would be the better alternative to the feeling I had, which I didn't see as ever ending. My friend, and weekend roommate heard me screaming in panic and had to stay in my room until I fell asleep, as he was terrified for my life.

All in all, it was the single worst experience of my entire life.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 75609
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 20, 2019	Views: 614
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