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At Peace
by Johnny
Citation:   Johnny. "At Peace: An Experience with Hydromorphone (exp74688)". Erowid.org. Aug 7, 2021. erowid.org/exp/74688

6 mg insufflated Hydromorphone (ground / crushed)


My psychoactive background: I have tried shrooms, DXM, salvia, Dramamine, speed, vicodin, and have smoked weed countless amounts of times.

The setting: I have not smoked weed in a while, and I am starting to have thoughts again, instead of the mindless zombie that I had become from smoking 1-2 times a day. These thoughts have brought me thoughts of suicide, and about 3 hours ago, I was considering taking my life.

About 30 minutes ago, I snorted three crushed up 2-mg Dilaudid. I now feel at peace with the world. and with my mind. I have pushed all negative thoughts out of my mind. The only drawback is that this is too strong of a dose for me, since I have no opiate tolerance whatsoever, and it is a bit overwhelming. Opiates are a wonderful thing, from the experiences I have had with them. They bring you to a great state of mind, and are the most pleasant drug I have experimented with. The only problem; the high addiction potential.

Exp Year: 2008ExpID: 74688
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Aug 7, 2021Views: 929
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Hydromorphone (300) : General (1), Depression (15), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Not Applicable (38)

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