DOSE:	4		MDMA	(blotter / tab)
			Pharms - Fluoxetine	(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

135 lb

I spent about three days taking blue dolphins and other tabs. The high was fantastic, but when it finally wore off, I became sad enough to kill myself.

The strongest feeling I had was that I was a terrible, worthless person, and that the world was sad and dirty. I found myself pacing and crying and fidgeting. I could not close my eyes to sleep, and I very badly wanted to be held.

My mind replayed every 'bad' or stupid thing I'd ever done, over and over, and I felt like I deserved to die.

I found that taking a low dose of Prozac as I was coming down helped lessen my crashes. I have clinical depression, so any break from my gloominess, like the one Ex provides, works really well. When I'm depressed and coming out of a happy experience back to my sadness, I guess a crash is to be expected.

Four tabs is a bit much for me, and after the second, the effects just aren't as strong.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 73481
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 4, 2018	Views: 941
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