DOSE:	repeated	oral	DXM	(capsule)
	repeated	oral	Various	(capsule)

BODY WEIGHT:

180 lb

Last summer me and a close friend of mine discovered through a mutual friend the joys and horrors of DXM. Living in a small farming town with not much too do, and no chance of getting any DXM-containing substances in our town, we hitchiked out to the nearest city to try and pick some up. We wandered into the first wal-mart we saw and picked up 4 packs of dimetapp gelcaps, each containing 8 caps with 20 mgs each [and other ingredients]. We swallowed 16 caps each to start, putting us at 320 mgs each. This was now probably close to our 10th time doing this together, so we had a pretty good idea of what to expect.

Anyways, about 2 hours later we had each consumed about 600 mgs, and were in the middle of already one of the most fucked up trips of my life. This part is a big blur, but somehow over the next couple hours we took the rest, each of us had 880 mgs total. By now it was getting dark in the real world, and time to hitchhike back home. Walking on the highway I had some of the most intense open and closed eye visuals ever, including flying horses and talking coke cans appearing out the sky. The next thing I remember I was sitting in the passenger seat of a truck next to my friend who had his eyes closed and was shaking pretty severly. There was a tiny dog licking my open palm (not positive about the reality of this) and there was a NUN asking us if we were alright, and if we were sure we didnt need any help. At this point my freind let out a horrible scream and the 'nun' slammed on her brakes and we both somehow stumbled out into our hometown. Realizing it was only about 10:30pm and we were WAAAAAAYYY to fucked to go home, we sorta crawled around town for a couple hours (and I actually mean crawled) until we ran into another friend who decided a couple bong hits would probably do us good.

Here comes the part I wish I could remember better. Memories of the next few hours I have include: chasing ducks around a pond (there are no ponds in my town), thinking I was wandering a medieval castle (I was outdoors), countless journeys through strange lands in the corners of my mind, hearing angelic singing voices, and seeing all kinds of pyschedelia. Sometime I ended up home in my bed with a strobe light and some trance on. Here I can remember flying through tunnels of alternating black and white lights, feeling as if I was falling through an endless void, exploring the universe, and then dead silence and blackness. Next came the most mindblowing and undescribable feelings of love and compassion I have ever had, and I was looking at a very altered version of my room, when a glowing green x-files kind of light seemed to be filling my closet. I went (or my mind went) over to investigate and out the ceiling a glowing green entity appeared. It had one eye unlike any human or animal eye I have ever seen which was unblinking and focused on me. I dont think it ever had a name, but I know it loved me, and wanted to teach and protect me. I reached out to it, and it touched the deepest darkest holes in my soul and gave light to them.

I have never felt so connected, so RIGHT, as I did at that moment. We talked without any words for what seemed like hours, until it communicated that it had to go now, and it wanted me to come visit it sometime. Soon after I feel into the most peaceful, calm sleep I've ever had. For weeks after this trip I felt so incredibly refreshed and pure, like a rebirth. Even now, almost a year after, when I listen to the cds I had playing that night, and have my strobe light turned on late enough at night, if I close my eyes, I can still take myself back to the night I contacted what I believe to be my spirit guide. I went on waaay longer then planned with this, I got pretty caught up in it. DXM is my favourite drug ever, and I've tried many different things in my 17 years of life.

Exp Year: 2000	ExpID: 7265
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 17
Published: Feb 19, 2003	Views: 151
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