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Blackouts and Bad Trip (?)
MDMA (Ecstasy), Alcohol & Caffeine
by Vicky
Citation:   Vicky. "Blackouts and Bad Trip (?): An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy), Alcohol & Caffeine (exp67364)". Erowid.org. Jun 27, 2018. erowid.org/exp/67364

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
  repeated smoked Cannabis
  T+ 0:00 1 cup oral Alcohol - Hard
  T+ 2:00 1 tablet oral MDMA
  T+ 2:30   repeated oral Alcohol - Hard
  T+ 2:30   repeated oral Caffeine
  T+ 4:10 1 tablet oral MDMA

BODY WEIGHT: 76 kg


The Ecstasy Bad Trip (?)

I had heard of the negative effects of XTC many times. I had used it quite a lot, bud never had any kind of difficulties with it. Until one night at a techno club. It was a house party that night there, and I was really happy that I was there. The music was great, many DJs were on the list. So I jumped right into it.

T+0.00 I smoked some pot in a friends place. I took 3 BIG bong hits. 'Night is starting very good' - I was saying to myself. After hanging at my friends for a while, listening to some house and psy trance, my friend bring me a cup of hard alcohol, I cant now remember what it really was, but I think it was plum brandy or something like that.

T+1.00 Now I had decided that now is the right tome to go to the party. It was 11:15 PM, so I went. My friend told me that he will be there in a while, but he must wait for his girlfriend. The effects of weed had wearing out a bit, but I still felt altered.

T+2.00 I finally managed to get E ! My local dealer was late. She gave me a yellow E named yellow ferrari. Without any questions I swallowed it. I sat at the bar, just listening to house beats for now and waiting for the effects to come up.

T+2.30 Starting to noticing a bit blurred vision, nothing like the 'classic' effects of E's I had experienced before. First, what came to my mind was, that if it was really E, and not LSD, for example. I ordered 5 or 6 drinks of vodka and Redbull to calm down and get into the mood.

T+3.00 The E had finally kicked in and I felt the love and energy that I liked on E's. I danced like I never danced before. It was fantastic. It was quite a hot in there, so someone from the club staff decided to pour water from sprinklers on the roof. It was fantastic. I came to the bar to do more drinks of vodka and Redbull. But then I remembered on dehydratation. So I took a big glass of pure fruit juice. I think it was ok for now.

T+4.00 The XTC is not working for now. Only one hour of E. I felt unsatisfied, so I find my local dealer, and ask her to give me another E. She looked at me, smiled and said that she will be in her car. I followed her some 2-3 minutes later, not to make attention to us.

T+4.10 I was sitting in her car and she gave me a E called Versace, with a medusa on it. She had warned me that I should take it with much attention. I said OK and the E was in me.

T+4.30 Now the bad things started to happen. I was like in a dream. Nothing was giving a sense to me. I dont know where I was, what was I doing. My vision was blurred and vibrating in the corners. Very unpleasent feeling hit my hit body. Then a half naked girl just came across me. She was wearing only a jacket, panties and a boots. I thought that this is only a hallucination of some sort, but it wasnt. I started to squeezing her boobs and making photos of her on my phone. I dont know what else was there happening, because I had a serious blackout. When I came to myself, I was sitting at the bar with one of the DJs and talking about nothing. Oh god. Then another blackout and I was experiencing the same vibrating vision when I came to myself. I started yelling at a girl in front of me. I thought that she was my sister. She WAS my sister, but whe she came near me, her face changed, like some sort of a computer morphing. 'This is bad, I am going crazy' - I thought. My vision was insane, colors were gone, everything was very distant and near at the same time (very hard to describe). The half naked girl was still there. I instantly came to her, but a big guy just got in my way. It started to be VERY serious. But my friend was there, and the BIG guy was his schoolmate, so they just sat me down, and gave me a big cup of water. I was dehydrated, hallucinating and just made a fool of myself. Another blackout kicked in and after it I was at girls toilet with a friend and a girl (girlfriend of a friend that I was hanging with at the beginning) and I had kicked the doors on the toilet and my friend (girl!!) was insanely kissing with the half naked girl...Insane... I remember that she said : ' I am BI' Then another blackout kicked in and it was over for now.

T+7.15 I dont know how, but I was a quite ok now. I dont know what the hell was happening for a VERY long time that night. I was just sitting in front of the club, smoking cigarette...My mind was empty. It was 6:00 at the morning and the party just finished and afterparty was starting. I went home and slept for the whole day. Strange feelings and mood changes chased me for a week or two.

What I had wrote here was only a half of the whole experience, but this was the part what I remembered. My friends had told me that they must wake me up, because I was in a coma, or something. This was something horrible that I do not wish to anyone...Drugs can be fun, but know your limits. Peace...

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 67364
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jun 27, 2018Views: 832
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