Citation: whatever. "Changes Everything: An Experience with Citalopram (exp66325)". Erowid.org. Sep 21, 2020. erowid.org/exp/66325
I am no stranger to drugs, having tried almost everything. I started taking Citalopram about 3-4 weeks ago. Since I started taking it, I havent done as many drugs because I am unsure what my reactions will be. Also, I am having finical problems and I cant afford any illegal drugs (basically anything worth doing) other than weed.
The side effects of 40mg of just Citalopram:
Major loss of apatite
Restlessness, effected sleeping
Slight head aches, mainly only the first few days
Major erection prolonging or unable to cum, but its amazing every time I do...
Energy increase, mostly only at night
I have been able to sale more, I am a salesman, and stand up to my managers. Less anxiety
Overall, the positives are equal or are better than the side effects. I am actually glad I started taking it
No more open eye visuals, only minor closed eye
Extreme paranoia when with a group of people
Mind travels a million miles per hour
Trouble having conversations, mind wonders off
When I smoke by myself I get a lot more giggly and happy
Seems as the high doesnt last as long, I come down a lot sooner
I feel much more disconnected and in my own world
I feel as though I am going insane or have brain damage
Overall, Its almost a whole different high
With 150mg of dxm, 1st plateau only, wasnt comfortable with myself for me to take any more. I am used to taking anywhere from 350 to 700 plus mgs before:
Thoughs of suicide
Even more erectile dysfunctions
You feel it in the back of the brain, uncomfortable
Feeling of major disconnectedness
Overall, its not even close enough to enjoy anymore, it almost like torcher
With 150mg of Diphenhydramine, found some lying around the house and I was bored:
The only effect I noticed was the warming of the head, neutral
And it made me sedated, neutral
I used to have crazy daydreams with this, but nothing now
Overall barely had an effect, not worth taking
So, basically I feel as if I am going more insane every time I get high now... These changes arent barely noticable, it does change everything. I would quit all together but I am addicted to alternate states of mind.
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