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Chemical Hugs
Meperedine (Demerol)
by AlphaAlpha
Citation:   AlphaAlpha. "Chemical Hugs: An Experience with Meperedine (Demerol) (exp64897)". Erowid.org. Dec 30, 2015. erowid.org/exp/64897

 
DOSE:
50 mg insufflated Pharms - Meperidine (ground / crushed)

BODY WEIGHT: 130 lb


I had just gotten my wisdom teeth out hours before. I was a little bit of a beginner with pills and such and had never heard of this substance Demerol before. The doctor said it was strong so I thought it would be great for pain and a good trip. My friend suggested that I do the tiny white pills by crushing them up and snorting them, something I had yet to do in my life. I took his advice and ground up the pill. It easily ground into a very fine powder (something I've come to appreciate now). The 50mg pills are very small and make one good line.

+0.00 - I railed the line. Wow, the pain in my nose is extremely intense and my right ear and the whole right side of my head is aching, throbbing, and stinging with pain. Good lord what have I done? My right eye is watering profusely. I sit on the floor grasping my head wondering if everything snorted feels this painful.

+0.01 - A minute later... barely... my whole body feels as if I've been immersed in a bath of sheer goodness. I feel so warm. The best warm I've ever felt. The pain in my jaw from the wisdom tooth extraction is gone. I feel some residual sting in my nose, my head feels better but I crave something to drink to help the sting in my throat. I feel so good, I feel as if almost instantly the world is nothing but positive things. Wow, this is amazing.

+0.05 - I walk around the house sipping on a blackberry Odwalla. Walking feels amazing, everything feels amazing, colors are so cool looking at the moment. I notice that I keep focusing on things for long periods of time, as if I'm being lost in whatever I'm looking at. Good god, the feeling right now is euphoric. Euphoric might be an understatement there. I'm drooling a little, probably from my teeth being fresh out of my mouth, but the Demerol is making me not care, because drooling feels really great right now.

+0.10 - I'm typing on my computer having the best conversations and just wanting to share this bliss that I'm feeling with everyone. It's so hard to read right now though. I lay back in my bed, I can feel my limbs just warm and tingly. I focus on the ceiling, for a long time just enjoying this new best feeling I've ever felt... ever. I can feel my heart beating and think about the Demerol racing through my veins. I am at absolute peace.

+0.15 - I turn on some music and it's the best music I've ever heard! My world has intensified into this focused and peaceful positive space. I didn't know it was possible to feel this way.

=0.17 - Ugh, I feel like throwing up. I've been swallowing blood all day from the surgery and have just taken in 50mg of Demerol through the nose and into my system quite fast. This is really my first real drug experience, so my tolerance is at 0. I throw up. I feel great still though! I lay down and enjoy the euphoria running through my veins and drift off to sleep.

This was my first experience with Demerol. I had taken 2 pills orally previous to inhaling this 50mg, but in my extended period of time spent with my friend Meperedine, when taken orally this drug is only 1/4 as effective as being insufflated. Orally Demerol does nothing in my experience. This drug if you don't have it in liquid form to inject or you do and you just don't like the idea of injecting things like me and you happen to have the lovely pills, railing the crushed powder is the best way to go. It's really worth it.

Exp Year: 2007ExpID: 64897
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Dec 30, 2015Views: 4,444
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