Follow @Erowid on Instagram!
Depression During Trip
ecstatst
Citation:   MDMA (Ecstasy). "Depression During Trip: An Experience with ecstatst (exp63437)". Erowid.org. Aug 29, 2017. erowid.org/exp/63437

 
DOSE:
2 hits oral MDMA (pill / tablet)
BODY WEIGHT: 160 lb
Depression During Ecstasy Trip

My friends and I took some pills and went to a club. We stayed there about 2 hours and went to another club. The music at the other club kind of sucked so it ruined my mood.

As I was looking around at other people dancing in the club I started thinking that the whole scene sucked. At that time I had a serious crash and felt super depressed all of a sudden. Almost felt like I was having a panic attack and almost started crying. I had to fool myself that everything was okay. After that I bounced back but I never felt like that before while taking E.

This was probably my 10th time taking E. Episodes like that are usually psychological and I 'tricked' yourself into thinking everything is alright. I noticed my mood prior to taking a pill can determine how good my2 roll will be.

Exp Year: 2005ExpID: 63437
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Aug 29, 2017Views: 1,057
[ View PDF (to print) ] [ View LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Swap Dark/Light ]
MDMA (3) : Difficult Experiences (5), Club / Bar (25)

COPYRIGHTS: All reports copyright Erowid.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.

Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.


Experience Vaults Index Full List of Substances Search Submit Report User Settings About Main Psychoactive Vaults