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Dependence Causes Me Agitation and Depression
by zwerob
Citation:   zwerob. "Dependence Causes Me Agitation and Depression: An Experience with Amphetamines (exp61503)". Oct 23, 2018.

  repeated   Amphetamines


I have been taking adderall since my senior year in High School. I did not feel the initial effects til over the summer. There is a intense pleasant euphoria and a sense to get something done at first. I feel compelled to do alot of cleaning and organizing. The problem is I can't stop. I feel hostile and irritable when-ever a task a drug induced task is interrupted. Now I'm to only 10mg after my Doc thought my ADHD was a misdiagnosis. I still feel very agitated and depressed, however I need the adderall to get moving in the morning.

Exp Year: 2004-2007ExpID: 61503
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Oct 23, 2018Views: 877
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Amphetamines (6) : General (1), Retrospective / Summary (11), Difficult Experiences (5), Addiction & Habituation (10), Performance Enhancement (50), Depression (15), Not Applicable (38)

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