Something Becoming Conscious
Salvia divinorum (25X Extract)
by smitty
Citation:   smitty. "Something Becoming Conscious: An Experience with Salvia divinorum (25X Extract) (exp56964)". Erowid.org. Jan 14, 2018. erowid.org/exp/56964

 
DOSE:
1 hit smoked Salvia divinorum (extract)

BODY WEIGHT: 156 lb


It was a stupid idea... My friend, well call him dandy, was gonna steal $100 and my other friend, let's say b, was going to drive us to longview, tx. Let me explain... Salvia d. Just recently became illegal in louisiana and longview was the closest retailer... Anyways... So the next day we woke up and ate a breakfast burrito and had about 40 oz. Of a carbonated soda. When we got to longview the store was closed, my first deja vu, so we rode around and walked around wal-mart for like an hour or two, I had another deja vu in wal-mart. When the store opened we were the first in, third deja vu. We bought a bong one gram of 25x and a torch lighter. We wanted to do it the most efficient way. We rode around looking for a place to smoke and then we decided a crowded parking lot was the best place to do it. Dandy was the first to hit it and he just started laughing. Then b loaded a bowl and took an enormous hit and handed me the bong. At this point they were off in their land so I decided to try to get the most fucked up I could. I grabbed a HUGE (notice the only time I use any caps...) pinch and took the hit. The last thing in this world I remember seeing was b putting his hand over his chest and then I blinked... When I opened my eyes it was like I opened them for the first time. It's so hard to explan exactly what went on, but here's my best effort.

I felt this musical scene in my head. Kinda like a kids puppet show. When I say felt I mean I did not see or hear it, it was a feeling that I saw and felt mentally. I looked up and dandy and b weren't them... They were kinda like a foam object roughly cut into people. They told me I was too early. I was a part of something incredible and I was messing it up. I was like a robot that became conscious... I looked over and dandy said 'it's the something something something.' then as I looked over at b I was saying but, but, and he said 'no no no no it's the something something something' I was supposed to say something to make it end but I didn't want it to end I would end. This force started pushing on my back and I realized I was supposed to be steamrolled over but I just didn't want to end so I pushed back but then I got curious... I looked down to see what was there and there was a rainbow that was every color imaginable and round but it was flat at the same time. I grabbed it and told b this is it. This is all. Why is it it??? Why is it all??? At this point out of the corner of my eye I noticed something VERY familiar... It was a piece of the warehouse whos parking lot we were in. That's when I thought I really was part of that feeling. I started seeing things like the dash of his truck and then the door. I grabbed the handle and opened the door and realized I'm safe in here so why get out??? When I did get out like 2 or 3 minutes later I didn't feel like me and existence wasn't existence. I started thinking about my life and realized I became part of a dream I had about 3 or 4 months ago. In my dream I didn't get to see the end tho...

Exp Year: 2006ExpID: 56964
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jan 14, 2018Views: 782
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