Citation: JitterBob. "Shifting of Mindset: An Experience with Clonazepam (exp55598)". Erowid.org. Jul 26, 2018. erowid.org/exp/55598
Klonopin loves me and I love Klonopin
I myself have taken Klonopin recreationaly and non-recreationaly, off and on for the past couple years.
During 2005 my boyfriend was perscribed 1mg tablets which desolve under my tounge and went directly into the bloodstream. That was when I first learned about Klonopin. For me, they relieved (or probably surpressed) my stress and anxiety for a while. This still do that most of the time when I take them in the present time.
It seems as though I cannot put my finger on exactly what I feel which each dose, The feeling is like my thoughts are floating on a fluffy cloud. Yet the mindset is what changes everytime. By mindset, I mean a shift in depression, anxiety, and all together mood. Sometimes I become depressed, othertimes I become motivated to do something, yet I don't know what. Than again sometimes I simply feel carefree or a strong scence of contentment. The mindset shifts, yet I wouldn't begin to look for what factors influence how it shifts.
Taking more than 1mg for me causes temporary short term memory loss and corruption, becoming more severe the higher the dose.
At one point during mid-late 2005, I had injested about 14 Klonopin tablets at one time. From what I remember, every expression on anyones face was precieved (to me) as some kind of non-verbal statement that said 'I know you're on something'. -- When really that was all in my mind. My heart was beating VERY fast and it was kind if hard to breath. I just laid in bed under the covers because I knew I couldn't function around people without them noticing that I litterally couldn't remember something they told me 20 seconds ago. Under the covers pretending to have a bad stomache act seemed like a much better way to play it, at least until I recovered the ability to use my motor skills again
When I was back to normal, about 24-48 hours later...
It's my opinion that the effects of Klonopin very person to person as far as shifting of mindset(relieving or intensifying anxiety, depression, ect.), however some effects remain the same, such as loss of short term memory at high doses.Hope this helped someone
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