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The Rumors Were True
Cocaine
by NewRisingSun
Citation:   NewRisingSun. "The Rumors Were True: An Experience with Cocaine (exp49667)". Erowid.org. Feb 5, 2008. erowid.org/exp/49667

 
DOSE:
    Cocaine (powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT: 140 lb


Around december 1st I tried cocaine for the first time. Was only a small pinch but I felt kinda weird. I decided to sniff a full line and I got pretty wired and happy and everything was great. I get numb and tingly. I also feel like I can do anything and I can. I can be extremely persuasive and get things done because my mood is so good. I couldnt lose the good mood. I did it every couple days just for fun but then I'd stay up all night with a half a gram of coke split over 2 hours. The comedown is the loneliest, saddest feeling. Its that feeling you get when someone dies and you know you wont see them again. I didnt buy more though. I started doing it at school occasionaly with friends and by jan. 1st I was doing a half a gram a day. Today is January 14th and I'm halfway through a half a gram now. Ive been doing half a gram everyday for 9 days now and I feel like soon I'll need to go to detox to lose it completely.

Warning: If you dont want to like coke a lot dont do it. If you do do it dont listen to lies you'll tell yourself. For example: if I had the right girl everything would be ok, or if I had this or that everything would be ok and I wont need it. WRONG. I'm not saying everyone will always do it but I'm telling you I found it strongly addicting in my head. I also get headaches after doing it a few days and suddenly stopping, like maybe a withdrawl symptom I dont know. BE SAFE!

Exp Year: 2005ExpID: 49667
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Feb 5, 2008Views: 7,421
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