Citation: angelam. "Deeeeeep Thoughts Lead To Loneliness: An Experience with Hydrocodone & Nitrous Oxide (exp49347)". Erowid.org. Jan 22, 2018. erowid.org/exp/49347
I was at a rave in Oakland when I decided to try Vicodin for the first time. I took 3 pills, of I dunno how many milligrams. I downed it with beer, which was probably a stupid thing to do, but I was too broke to buy a bottle of water. Meanwhile I was also on my fourth balloon of nitrous oxide. I was tripping hell of hard by the time the vicodin kicked in. The vicodin made me feel like I was forever on nitrous, like my nitrous high lasted for about 2 hours instead of 2 mins. Haha. Or it could have just been my imagination.
I was too dizzy to stand and dance, so I sat down with a bunch of e-tards I didn't know at all. I remember turning to one guy that I totally didn't know, and started having a very deep discussion with him. I talked about death, life, the meaning of life, just everything. And I NEVER EVER talk about those things. The guy just listened politely, but I could tell he didn't wanna listen. So I got up and went outside, where I couldn't find anybody I knew. That's when my trip got bad. I got really lonely and wanted to go home. But I tried not to think about it. Well, the rave ended at like 5am, but the trip lasted from 11pm to about 1:30am so I was sober and ready to dance again shortly. Lol.
The end. :)
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