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Felt Like Dying
Crack
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Citation:   nub. "Felt Like Dying: An Experience with Crack (exp47888)". Erowid.org. Apr 16, 2018. erowid.org/exp/47888

 
DOSE:
  repeated   Crack
BODY WEIGHT: 205 lb
I was off crack for almost seven years all I did was drink beer.
A
s a matter of fact I could not stand to be around anybody on crack. one day I ran into an old crack buddy of mine the next thing
I know i am smoking crack. Up for three days spent all kings of money. and I am thinking this cannot be real. so I said to myself
You know this is a one time thing I won't do this again.guess what two months later I did the same thing again but this time
The results were much worse. This drug will fool me into thinking I are on top of the world for about five minutes.

I spend every dime I got trying to get back to were I was. In the meantime I put people through hell by not going home or calling because I am to embarresed to face anyboby. I know.so all I can do is to keep getting high to keep my mind off reality. I can go days without eating or bathing talk about gross. Then I have to look for my vechicle .

Exp Year: 2005ExpID: 47888
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Apr 16, 2018Views: 1,270
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