Citation: Shell. "Excepted This One to Be Just as Good: An Experience with LSD & MDMA (exp43328)". Erowid.org. Jul 10, 2019. erowid.org/exp/43328
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What happend to me?!
This was a terrible experience and I am not sure if what I took was really acid or something else. This had NEVER happend to me before.
I went to the Ultra Music Festival this year for the first time. I went with my ex BF and his friend. I have done E a millions times (well not a million, but alot..hehee) before and I had done acid about 4 times before and candy-flipped once before this. My first experience with acid and E together was an awesome experience so I excepted this one to be just as good....WRONG!
We were in the hotel room and took the E & the acid at about 7:00 at the same time (not smart, I know, but I didnt want to get searched at the festival). Then my friends had the bright idea of taking the acid too... I had a bad feeling about it and I had been anxious all day but I wasnt going to be the only one NOT tripping later on so I took it at the same time.
We get to the festival and about 30 minutes after dropping both I start to notice some effects. I remember looking at the grass and it seemed to look 3-D-ish. Then the Nausea came... The nausea continued and seemed to get worse. I told myself it would go away that it was just hitting me so I tried to enjoy myself. My visuals at this point are there but not extreme. I feel no empathy whatsoever, I actually feel kinda not happy and just mostly nauseous. I shake it after about 2 hours and try to walk around and have a good time. I kept feeling almost lightheaded. The nausea never fully would go away but it would subside long enough for me to try to feel good. I remember sitting on the grass with everyone and the clouds were going by so quickly like smoke almost, and the skyscrapers kept changing patterns and almost looking like they were going into themselves and then back out. I was like that for about 5 hours, I couldnt seem to feel the E at all. Maybe just a smidge of tactile stimulation and clenched teeth. So the bad part begins....it been about 5 hours...
We go to see rabbit in the moon perform, and mind you I havnt ever been to ultra or seen anything like this in my life. It was so intense, with the crazy guy with the suits and the visuals on the plasma screens. The end of the show I started to feel hot, then hotter, then a bit claustrphobic, and nausea really bad. I told them I had to go they could stay but I had to leave so finally we started to walk bad to the hotel. WE GOT LOST! I started to panic and panic more when no one else was! I felt hot, and so sick, and the more I walked the worse my visuals got. I remember thinking if I could just get back to the hotel I'll be ok. I felt dizzy, lightheaded I thought I couldnt go on, I felt something wasnt right. When I looked around the buildings were all swirling around and everything looked like it does when ur walking with a video camera, know what I mean? I got to the hotel and fell down onto the couch, my heart was racing uncontrolably so I started to freak more, I needed to get back to hotel room. I told my ex but he told me I was just dehydrated, he wouldnt take it seriously, I got more worried.
I got to the room and kneeled down onto the floor in front of the toilet and started dry heaving, I couldnt throw up or getting anythngn to come up. I started to totally freak and knew something was very wrong, my ex told me to take a cold shower, I tried but I couldnt stand up, I was too dizzy and nauseous and lightheaded. I sat down on the floor rocking back and forth thinking that I was going to die or go crazy, I couldnt believe this was happening to me. I told him to take me to the hospital, but he said that I didnt need to go and that it was just a bad trip that it would go away. I thought to myself, that I was going to be a statistic, I'm going to die right here!I was upset and thought to myself that what an a**hole, u dont wanna take me to the hospital! I felt afraid, I was in Miami, where was the hospital? I was confused and thought I had no hope even if I did call 911 myself. I was in a hotel room and it wasnt clear EXACTLY where I was. So I did not know the tv was on and at this point I thought I was hearing voices. Everything in my visual sight was swirling around moving, and every time I closed my eyes I saw the rabbit in the moon show, lights, people. My heart raced, I was dizzy, hot, nauseous, afraid and I kept trying to talk myself out of it but it was no use. It was too strong. Something was not right. I kept guzzling water but it didnt matter.
Finally I lay down in bed with my ex and he was trying to talk me through it but no use. I took 5 ativans to come down an kept saying over and over that I would never do this again that was never going to do this again. Finally all of the sudden, I had to throw up and NOW. I leaning over the side of the bed and threw up like I had never thrown up before. So badly I could barely get a breath.
The strange part.... After I was finished, I sat up, stood up and smiled and said 'I'm gonna be ok now, I'm GONNA BE OK NOW!' he laughed at me and after that I raved the rest of the night, felt fine and didnt go to bed till about 7am. I didnt come down for 12 HOURS! WTF!
I'm still not sure what happened to me.
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