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Suicide Attempt
Paroxetine (Paxil)
Citation:   Frmrpaxilusr. "Suicide Attempt: An Experience with Paroxetine (Paxil) (exp42762)". Erowid.org. Jun 12, 2007. erowid.org/exp/42762

 
DOSE:
10 mg oral Pharms - Paroxetine (daily)
    oral Pharms - Escitalopram (daily)
BODY WEIGHT: 210 lb
I was placed on Paxil CR for SDD. After being placed on it my personality changed completely. I was no longer the person that I once was. It actually made me more depressed than I have ever been in my entire life.

After remaining on paxil for 3 months I asked my doctor to switch me to Lexapro. I began to take lexapro 3 days after stopping my dosage of Paxil. One night I went to go check the mail and received a few bill notices. So the next thing I knew I was sitting out by a lake, crying, and holding a bottle of Hydrocodone. I ingested the bottle and went back to the dorm where my room mate saw that there was something wrong with me and called 911.

I was taken by ambulance to the hospital where my stomach was pumped and I was placed in ICU. I have never had a history of suicidal thoughts or tendencies. The strange part of the whole overdose was the fact that I felt like it was not me even taking the pills. It felt like I didn’t know what I was doing. I was killing myself without the presence of fear.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 42762
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jun 12, 2007Views: 8,114
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