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X Raver
by Mike
Citation:   Mike. "X Raver: An Experience with Ecstasy (exp4276)". Dec 16, 2000.

  tablets oral MDMA (pill / tablet)
I Have Been Doin Ectasy since Febuary 28, 1999. My first experience was so amazing. All it took was one time for me to get hooked to the drug and rave. I start out with one E each time and everytime the E wears off I would smoke weed to keep it going. After E after E then I realize I had done like 15. I told myself that I was going to stop but I keep getting urges to use it again so I did. After like 30 E I started to feel so depressed everytime the drugs wear off. Sometime I feel like killing my self because I feel so depressed. I was depressed about everything even things that is not too important. I haven't done E for a while now, but I still get the urges every now and then.

Exp Year: 1999ExpID: 4276
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Dec 16, 2000Views: 6,733
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MDMA (3) : Unknown Context (20), Depression (15), Addiction & Habituation (10), Retrospective / Summary (11)

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