I Fell Happy, Normal, Clear of Mind
Amphetamines (Adderall)
Citation:   charlie. "I Fell Happy, Normal, Clear of Mind: An Experience with Amphetamines (Adderall) (exp38559)". Erowid.org. Jan 24, 2019. erowid.org/exp/38559

 
DOSE:
20 mg insufflated Amphetamines (ground / crushed)
BODY WEIGHT: 150 lb
Clarity

Prior to the experiance I am about to write of I had taken a 15 mg dose and on another occassion I had taken a half pill. This time I made the dession to sniff the Adderall as a friend suggested. Ever since the first time I have had the need to do it again and again. I had a reallly important paper to write so I decided to take the Adderall up my nose at around 12 last night. I stayed up till 5 being rather talkative and writing my paper, cleaning my room, taking a bath, and so on. At 5 there was nothing left to do and no one to talk to I figured I should get some rest. It never came. And at 6 my stomach has had an unbearable pain. It is 8 at night and I have tried to sleep it off, take stomach meds. I had diarrhea this morning along with a nauseated feeling. I tried to forget it was there. Painfully going to class. Trying to take a bite to eat. I feel hungry sometimes but the thought of food makes me feel sicker. I am scared I love the feeling of adderall. I fell happy, normal, clear of mind. Even after being sick for a full day I know I will do it again and again. I hope to stop before break, just use it as a study drug. I had never before been addicted to a substance, but my whole body yurns for it now.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 38559
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jan 24, 2019Views: 1,247
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Amphetamines (6) : General (1), Addiction & Habituation (10), Performance Enhancement (50), Hangover / Days After (46), Various (28)

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