My Drug of ChoicE.....Kinda
Morphine
by gucci little piggi
Citation:   gucci little piggi. "My Drug of ChoicE.....Kinda: An Experience with Morphine (exp36785)". Erowid.org. Nov 5, 2018. erowid.org/exp/36785

 
DOSE:
    Morphine


The first time I had morphine was when I went to the emergency room for kidney stones. I was throwing up everywhere, in massive pain, and they gave me an IV injection of morphine. I felt the most amazing rush ever (it was beautiful), all pain is *instantly* depleted and then the next thing I know I was blacking in and out of consciousness, drooling all over myself, speech is incredibaly slurred, I'm saying SHIT! And FUCK! Because it feels so good. I'm also itching all over my body because it feels like bugs are crawling all over me (kind of like the coke bugs) and I'm seeing fragments of rainbows from the above ceiling light. This was the best feeling drug I have ever done (better then E even)then I come down like, I dunno, two hours later (I think, I was kind of out of it) and throw up some more. The feeling is like a massive constant orgasm........

The second time I took morphine was like a year later. My friend has diabetes and she always gets morphine pills (the big white ones, highest dose)for her pain(?) she gave me two and I am out of it for half a day. I then proceed to throw up when I come down. Same as above, just not as intense.

She gives me another one for a third time, same thing, but I don't throw up this time. This, to me, is what heaven would feel like. I have a thing for opiates, codeine, hydrocodone, oxycontin. And I am a little bit embarrassed to say that I would love to try heroin.......but morphine is a deadly killer, I so use precaution. It would be my drug of choice with good judgement if I had more acsess to it......I would definetily end up hooked though. Morphine is amazing.....

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 36785
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Nov 5, 2018Views: 1,150
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Morphine (211) : First Times (2), Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Medical Use (47), Not Applicable (38)

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